When I married my husband we agreed we would be one and done. I always kind of wanted at least two children. He finally jumped on board with that when our son was around a year. He is currently 20 months. Now I think back to the newborn stage and honestly, I don’t know if I want to go back. I feel strange saying that bc I was always the one pushing for one more. We can’t start “trying” for a few more months bc of traveling plans so I have time to sort this out in my own head before bringing it up to him. I find myself reading article after article reassuring myself one is okay. Is anyone else going through something similiar? Life is just returning back to normal and I feel myself again. I love my son, he is literally my world and the best kid ever. Am I being selfish?!