New girl

serownarain

Hi ladies! My name is Amanda and I am new to this community. My husband and I have been TTC for 5 years this year. I am 27 and my husband is 29. I just started seeing a specialist in September of 2017. She thinks my tubes are blocked so I have to get an HSG xray but had to wait for insurance to cover it at the beginning of the year. Now I have to wait until after my period in case I am pregnant. I have been having an especially hard time with emotions the last month I found out that 2 of my friends are pregnant. One who was trying NOT to get pregnant. And my other friend and her husband suffer from difficulties as well. I am so happy for them but at the same time. Well my feelings are very mixed. I am praying and hoping this is the month. I am looking forward to getting to know all of you and joining this amazing community

wishing-and-hoping

@serownarain welcome, and i hope your stay on this board is short and sweet.  it is so hard watching those around us get pregnant easily.  even harder when it's by accident like your friend or when they say things like "i hate being pregnant" (i heard this recently).  silver lining of IF, if i am ever able to get pregnant i don't think i could ever take it for granted like that.

serownarain

@wishing-and-hoping thank you

serownarain

Still trying to figure out this app. It deleted the rest of my reply. It is very frusterating when people complain about being pregnant when there are people who would give anything to get pregnant and deliver 1 healthy baby. I used to want 4. But now after all this struggle. I just want 1.

hoffmanr7

Welcome! I'm sorry you find yourself here but glad you joined us! We all understand how hard it can be when others arouund you are pregnant and we share in your pain. I hope you don't have to wait much lo get and hope your Hsg gives you some answers. Keep us posted!

serownarain

@hoffmanr7 thank you so much. I am enjoying reading everyone's stories. It's encouraging knowing I am not alone