How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22+6, due 5/8 What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? My weekend wasn't awesome, but I shouldn't complain. The girls had a sleepover at Grammy and Bup-Bup's on Saturday, so MH and I spent the day packing stuff up to put in storage. Fun times, ladies. We're living the high life! Also, it was Godparents Day at my niece's (also my goddaughter) church on Sunday, so even though my kids weren't in the house and it was my ONE chance to sleep in on a weekend, I had to get up at 7:45 to go to church with my sister. Then MH broke his phone, so we spent the rest of the day in phone stores. Not a relaxing, fun weekend I needed after my super shitty work day on Friday, but it could've been worse. It was productive at least, and I ended up getting a new phone, so I guess that's cool. Switched to a Samsung after years and years of iPhones, so now if I could just figure out how to use it.......LOL Any upcoming appointments? Repeat US on the 17th to get the rest of the pictures of the heart they couldn't get the first time. Then glucose test and midwife appointment on the 24th. GTKY: Mostly I'm nervous that even though having twins was the hardest thing I've ever done, for all intents and purposes they were mostly "easy" babies, and I'm nervous that this one will not be. I'm also nervous about dealing with newborn fatigue, stress, getting PPD/anxiety again, and still having to parent 4 year old twins at the same time. However, I'm so looking forward to the girls meeting their little sister and watching our family grow.
Me, 35 Hubs, 32 Married June 2012 BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013 BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014 BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
21w2d due May 12
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Nothing going on on this week. We have a very busy end of January so this is my last week of being lazy.
Any upcoming appointments?
I have one today. Pretty sure they’re going to do another growth scan.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about
I guess the opposite of what you said @sandbar517. Caring for newborn twin boys while being a mommy of a 4 year old boy.
I’m also trying to figure out when to fly my mom out to Wyoming. We literally know nobody (besides my husbands employees) in this town. So if I go into labor or need to be induced/cesearean, we have no one to watch our son so my husband can be with me. My mom is really the only one I trust especially if it comes down to having to stay the night by herself with DS since I really don’t want to be at the hospital alone. I’m thinking 35 weeks would be a good time to have her here.
@lincbeesmom I had my girls at 35+2, and I know everybody is different, but twins have a higher tendency to come early, so you may want to do just a little earlier if your mom can swing it. Just a thought.
Me, 35 Hubs, 32 Married June 2012 BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013 BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014 BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
I am 22+6. Due May 8. Little dude is coconut sized.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
I have been feeling pretty down in the dumps the last few days. Hopefully it's just pregnancy hormones. I seem to cry over everything this week - because my dad's treatment schedule is making is hard for us to organize a time for my shower, (then because I felt selfish about caring about something so small in the face of something so big), because I am feeling behind at work, and last night because of the inevitability that some day DH or I will die or get dementia and leave the other behind. That last one actually makes me laugh today at the serious overwrought-ness of it all. But it always feels pretty tragic in the moment!
Any upcoming appointments?
Appointment with the family doc tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it. It's always nice to hear the heartbeat but I think I gained too much weight since my last appointment thanks to junk food over the holidays, and I'm dreading her saying something about it.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I am really looking forward to holding our little boy and all the cuddles. I really hope he's a cuddly baby! I am nervous about pretty much everything else. It's been hitting me more lately that everything in my life is about to change. I am scared of how my relationship with MH will change, and how much busier and more stressful my life is going to become. It seems like a lot of moms don't get much time to just enjoy life and I don't want that to be me.
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 23w1d, due 5/6, grapefruit, bunch of grapes, chinchilla, etc.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Busy season is starting at work and I'm still nauseated all day every day. Hoping I can get into a groove at work and manage the long hours. Our plan to paint the baby room turned into us repainting the third bedroom and our hallway. We just started getting everything taped and prepped. Hopefully, do the actual painting this weekend.
Any upcoming appointments? Next week I have glucose test. Also meeting with our doula for the first time next week.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
Looking forward to snuggling the little thing. FTM over here, so overall just looking forward to becoming a mom. I am nervous about EVERYTHING! A main worry of mine is will I be able to handle going back to work after mat leave.
@thunderberry you have real reasons to be down in the dumps, but I know my pregnancy hormones are making me more emotional than usual. I am crying over really stupid things. It's embarrassing.
@kpc914 I'm interested to hear how meeting with your doula goes next week. I am on the fence about getting one, but since I likely want an epidural, I'm thinking it's unnecessary (money-wise).
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 23 wk 1 d. Size of a chinchilla (my fave animal)! Due 5/6.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Rave: My husband got approved for time off for a babymoon and all our prenatal classes + the shower date are scheduled so we can actually book this thing. We're probably going to take a 13 hour train ride to Charleston, SC, and then drive to Savannah, GA, and then train back to NJ bc my my plane phobia. But at least we will get to go somewhere slightly warmer. And looks like the train prices aren't too bad as long as we book soon.
Any upcoming appointments? Glucose on 1/25. I hope I don't have any issues A little nervous.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I'm looking forward to entering this next stage of life and hopefully experiencing a love I've never felt before. I'm nervous for reasons similar to @thunderberry. I know I have no idea how much my life will change (and how my life won't really be my own any more). I hope I still take time to appreciate my DH and don't focus all my attention on the baby, bc I'm so lucky to have him...but unfortunately I can get really snippy and rude when stressed.
@sandbar517 I switched to a samsung and would never go back to an iphone now. I actually have LG due to a promotion they were running and I like this one too. Basically android rocks.
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22 + 5, 5/9, size of a guinea pig What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Not a lot going on this week. Excited for a 3 day weekend again. Any upcoming appointments? Had one on 1/5 which was just a check up and went well. Heart beat was 148 which is right around where it has been now. Have a repeat AS due to not being able to get all pictures on 1/22. GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? This may sound vague but honestly I'm just excited to bond and to teach a child something. I want to watch her grow and thrive and become a person.
Nervous about discipline. And when she becomes a teenager. Yikes.
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22 + 4 / May 10th / papaya
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Hoping I have a handle on the sciatica now. It was minor, only bothering me at night, but I started doing some stretches before bed and it's been less bothersome. *fingers crossed that it continues*
Any upcoming appointments? I've got a couple more weeks until the next one.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I'm looking forward to cuddling a sweet baby again and hopefully being more chill this time around. I'm mostly nervous about how to deal with a preschooler and an infant! How will I ever get out of the house?! @charlestonchewGlad to hear it! I've been considering switching away from the iphone whenever I upgrade next as the new ones are soo expensive and I really don't want a phone that is bigger in size than my 5s.
@lincbeesmom How was your appointment today? Any news on baby b's growth?
@thunderberry sorry to hear you're in a rough patch. Don't feel bad about feeling bad. Hormones can be overwhelming and sometimes we just don't have good days. Do you have any mommy friends that can help ease your mind about becoming parents and maintaining a good relationship with your husband? I certainly wonder/worry what will happen as well, but I feel exhausted thinking about all the crap that can go wrong that I have decided to just keep as calm as possible and try to take things one day or one task at a time. One quote I love is "comparison is the thief of joy". Try not to worry about what others do or being one of those moms, and just do your best
@sandbar517 I have had a samsung for the last 2 years. It definitely takes a couple days to get used to the differences from an Iphone but I really like it. I hope you do too!
@kpc914 good luck with your doula meeting! We have ours hired now and will see her again around 32 weeks.
@silverhope that's exciting you have a babymoon planned! When are you going?
@maplemom18 Sucks about the sciatica. I think that's what I've been experiencing lately too. Sharp pain in hip/butt/back of thigh area? What are you doing to relieve the pain?
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22 weeks, 2 days. Due May 12th. Baby is the size of a spaghetti squash! What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Not much this week. We cleared out the future baby's room, finally, and built our crib yesterday (hooray!) Generally I feel good and can't complain, but I am getting lots of random RLP, sciatic pain as well as heartburn. Any upcoming appointments? Not until Jan. 19th GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I'm looking forward to meeting my baby. I hear so many women describe that day/moment and I'm hoping it's as magical as some make it sound. I am definitely nervous that it won't or that I'll have PPD. If anyone watched "Married at First Sight" there is a new season with a couple who have been together 2.5 years and just had a baby. It showed her labour (I bawled my eyes out in happy emotion) and then afterwards she said "I don't even feel like this is my baby". I was heartbroken for her, and that's my fear.
@babys_2018 they’re both growing really well! Baby A is in the 63rd percentile and baby B is in the 52nd percentile. They’re both over a pound now and she says they look really good!
@maplemom18 I had terrible sciatica with DS but it didn’t really start until after 30ish weeks from what I remember. Only relief was go get off my feet and try to stretch!
@lincbeesmom I totally don't miss being pregnant with twins, but oh those double ultrasounds Watching them kick and tumble around each other. So stinking cute. It's not quite as cute when they're outside babies, but the hugs and love (when they happen lol) are totally worth it HAHAHAHA In regards to our "Just wait" thread where we talked about the awesome things to look forward to: I will never forget the first time they made eye contact and became aware of each other. They were four or five months old, had just finished breastfeeding, so they were still laying on my feeding pillow and just looked over at each other, smiled and reached out for each other. It melted my heart, and it's making me tear up now just thinking about it. @babys_2018 So far, I do like the Samsung but it is definitely taking me some getting used to. I've been wanting to switch from the iPhone for a few years now, so I'm glad I finally bit the bullet and did it. Not feeling connected to your baby is a real fear, and I think it doesn't get discussed as much as it should because people feel shamed by it. I felt something similar: I wouldn't say I didn't feel connected, but I definitely didn't have that huge rush of complete and utter love and devotion. It was just such a surreal feeling that these tiny little creatures belonged to me and I was wholly and completely responsible for their well-being. I have a distinct memory of being released from the hospital, getting home and putting them in their swings, looking at my husband and just saying, "Now what?" Like, we just wait for them to cry or what? LOL It was pretty overwhelming. The most important thing to remember is that if it doesn't seem to go away, or if something just doesn't *feel* right, talk to your doctor or someone else immediately. @maplemom18 to be perfectly honest, you probably won't have an easy time finding anything as small as a 5s anymore. Even the "regular" size new phones are bigger than the 5s. @charlestonchew I'm not looking forward to the teenage years, either. So scary. @silverhope and @thunderberry It's quite an adjustment, and be warned that your marriage probably will take a small hit in the beginning. I can't tell you how many times I plotted my husband's murder while he was sleeping peacefully while I was up feeding the girls. LOL I think being aware of it ahead of time will help keep things on track, and there's a different bond that happens, too, working as a team on this one common goal of caring for these little babies. @kpc914 Let us know how the doula appointment goes! Good luck with the painting!
Me, 35 Hubs, 32 Married June 2012 BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013 BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014 BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
@sandbar517 I'm kind of the same way about when you first come home. I was talking to DH about that feeling and I'm like, when we first walk in the door where do we put her? Just set her down somewhere and go about our business? Lol
@kpc914 I am also really interested to hear how it goes with your doula! We are considering hiring one, and met with one we really liked last week. If we hire any, it will be her, but I keep wrestling with whether it's worth the money. I can think of a lot of other things I could spend $1300 on. But on the other hand I am super nervous about giving birth so making that more manageable could be worth it. I actually might ask about it in the weekly questions thread but would love your perspective!
@silverhope my SIL when we saw her over the holidays said that after her birth she had really wished she had a doula, and she did get an epidural. Although I think she had gone in not being sure if she'd get one, so it's a bit of a different situation.
@sandbar517@charlestonchew man I keep wondering about the same thing! I really am kind of clueless about taking care of a baby. I hear people say how busy they are for those first few months, and obviously I believe them but I have to be honest that I have a hard time imagining what exactly I'll be DOING all that time.
@babys_2018 I don't really have any local mommy friends, which I think doesn't help with the anxiety, because I never really get to see what the day to day of being a mom is like for someone who feels like a peer. And it's not helped by the fact that my happily child free friends locally love to go on about what a hassle kids would be. I do have a friend who lives in another province that I keep trying to have a phone date with, but of course her being a mom means it's hard to find the time! I really hope I'll find some good mommy friends locally because it seems pretty essential.
@thunderberry@charlestonchew parenthood is so weird. You just do it. I’m the youngest child, never had nieces or nephews, never babysat any body and you just kind of figure it out. If they’re content you just let them hang out but starting out they usually need something. If they’re not sleeping, they’re eating. If they’re not eating, they’re pooping. If they’re not pooping, they’re crying because they miss you.
Not gonna lie though my march ‘14 BMB was a life saver. Soooo helpful during the first months with baby.
Eta: and when they’re sleeping (you should be sleeping) but realistically you’ll probably be looking around the house figuring out what needs to get done while you don’t have a baby on you.
I will keep you all posted on the doula meeting! We have already hired her and she has been soooo helpful already. She checks in on me via email regularly, sent us a lot of thorough questionnaires so that she knows what we are looking for, what kind of stress management techniques work for me, etc. She also provided a lot of great information. She definitely isn't pushy on one way of doing things and seems to really tailor to the individual mom. Anxious to meet her, for some reason I feel like it will make everything that much more real.
I totally agree, @charlestonchew, I'm just can't wrap my brain around how I will keep such a tiny, vulnerable human alive. Hoping it all just works out like @lincbeesmom said
For the first few weeks of the girls being home, MH and I seriously stayed in bed until 2:00 pm. We would go to bed around 11-12, but being up every two-three hours with diaper changes, breastfeeding, supplementing with formula after that, burping, getting them back to sleep, etc. we just didn't have any desire or reason to get out of bed before then. And then at least, we would feel *mostly* rested. After you "wake up" for the day, we would usually take turns taking showers, and then you mostly try to go about some sort of normal eating/cleaning/watching tv/relaxing routine while working around the baby's (babies') schedule. And then you get a new schedule when your partner goes back to work, and then you just kinda make this new hybrid schedule that eventually starts to stretch a little longer and longer as baby sleeps longer periods at night. How I'll fit two 4 year olds into that, I have no idea, but I guess I'll figure it out-just like I did the first time around when it was just me and them. One other thing I remember talking to my mom about is that as soon as I felt like we got used to one schedule, they were growing and sleeping more, and we would get a whole new eating/sleeping schedule. It's just constant change the first six months-a year, and for me at least, I was just on auto-pilot for most of it. I did what I had to, when I had to, to survive. And then suddenly you find yourself with these two little toddlers and it's like, "When did this happen???" LOL
Me, 35 Hubs, 32 Married June 2012 BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013 BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014 BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
@babys_2018 Mine isn't a sharp pain, it's more dull, like a muscle ache and it's specific to my butt muscle area. I know sciatica can go up and down the legs, so that's why I call mine minor. Not sure about the differences between sharp and dull...I haven't actually talked to the doc about this yet, so it could be something different. It started after my last appointment. For stretching, I started doing a 2-minute childs pose, a quick figure-4 stretch, and a simple bend/stretch. There were a lot more online, so you should take a look!
Also, re: that magical moment when you see your baby, I didn't really feel it was so magical the first time around. I was exhausted and I had no idea what to do with her. I felt like I loved her because she was mine and I kind of had to, but I didn't realize the depths of my love for her until later. Maybe even past the newborn stage? She wasn't a great newborn. I can't remember exactly when I started staring at her in awe.
All of you are bumming me out about phone sizes! Man, this stinks. I'll try and hold onto my 5s for a while longer then...
@thunderberry I'm really hoping to make local mommy friends too. I've heard of this app called Peanut for meeting other mommies and I'm planning to try to go to local baby activities to meet other moms. I hope we find 'em! And nice ones
@babys_2018 going last week of February. We booked our train tickets so now just have to figure out everything in between ha. And also I feel you on the PPD anxiety. I know there is nothing I can really do prepare for or prevent that, except be aware that it could happen and I should get help ASAP if things don't feel right.
Appointment on 1/24 but it’s just heartbeat check and weigh in. I assume the 28 week one will be my glucose test? Not sure.
Nothing to rant about other than I’ve been terrible about keeping up on the board lately. Yikes. Oh also I am having crazy bad sciatica @babys_2018. No relief. I’m laid up in bed now just trying to rest because it hurts to walk. I try not to complain because everything is healthy and normal, and this has really been my onyl bad symptom (hardly an MS, only mild boob discomfort, etc)
I’m so excited to see DH hold her. I’m excited to hold her but I can tell he’s dying to bond with her. He talks to my stomach all the time and constantly asks if she’s kicking at the sound of his voice (she doesn’t). I know he will just melt when he holds her and she looks at him.
Im nervous in the same way @thunderberry is. DH and I have such a wonderful relationship. Truly he is my best friend and I love our relationship. I’m very nervous about how it will change. I’m sure we will figure out a new normal and it will all be great but I’m also sure there will be more rocky moments whereas at this point it’s basically been 6 years of bliss.
@silverhope the longest train ride I’ve done is 11 hours. I actually love riding on trains. I don’t get car sick like I do in the car and I don’t flip out like I do for a plane. I can walk around some and read and bring good snacks. I always thought car rides were the worst because I couldn’t read without getting sick, but I can read on a train!
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22+5. Due May 10. Not a clue on the size. I feel HUMUNGOUS though. How is this bump going to continue to get bigger for the next 18 weeks?!?! What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? I'm feeling so grateful to be healthy after having the flu. So. Grateful. The boys didn't get it when I did thank goodness, but now EVERYONE around us has it- my coworkers and their kids, kids in their class, the kid who DS1 stays with before school, EVERYONE. Every day I'm worried I'm going to get a phone call to come pick them up from school. And those high high fevers are no joke. I can't wait for flu season to be over. Any upcoming appointments? Not for awhile. They don't do the GD test until 28 weeks, which I feel like was later than my other two? It's funny how little things are different from one state/ practice to another. GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I'm really looking forward to the boys being able to interact with her- they're so excited and they'll be great big brothers. They talk about it all the time, and love talking to my stomach and counting down the months until May. I'm with you @lincbeesmom in that I'm super nervous about not having any family nearby when I go into labor. There's no one really close enough to us that I'd be super comfortable dumping my kids off in the middle of the night. We'll figure it out, and I know I have plenty of people who wouldn't hesitate to help us out in a pinch, but the uncertainty of it is stressing me out.
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22w 4d, May 11th. A little coconut
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? simple appt today, but I scheduled 4D for 4 weeks from now, the week of my husbands birthday.
Any upcoming appointments? 4D in four week, can't wait to see what this little guy looks like. At our last u/s he really favored one of our twins.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I am looking forwards to nursing a new baby, after the uncomfortable phase. I nursed our daughter, but ended up having to exclusively pump for our twins. I love the snuggles and the closeness that come with nursing a sweet baby. On the opposite, I'm nervous about the early days, recovery, learning on both my end and baby's end of nursing a brand new baby, and dedicating time to my other kids. My husband is very hands on and will be more than willing to help, which is reassuring. My husband will also most likely be taking an internship this summer as well as our daughter starting kindergarten in August. Just a lot of family change, I'm sure it will all be fine, but I'm slightly overwhelmed by the thought of it right now.
@thunderberry , I'm truly so sorry you are having to deal with so much during this time that should be all happy. Hoping all of your scheduling falls into place. @lincbeesmom , my twins were also born at 35 weeks if that helps you out on scheduling.
@k5678 glad you are better after the flu! I hope your LOs don't catch it from anyone. I keep checking the CDC website to see if it's widespread around me. I am honestly thinking about wearing a face mask when I go into NYC next weekend.
@thunderberry i know you have a lot going on right now, but maybe figuring out the shower date and putting it on the calendar will help you since you will have something positive to look forward to?
@kpc914 not going to lie, going back to public was difficult after maternity leave. Although, i felt like I was kind of refreshed too and once I got back into the groove of using my brain again, I felt like I was better at my job than when I left. How long do you get for maternity leave?
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO? 22w4d DD- 5/12 What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Heartburn has surfaced. I need to get some more TUMs. Any upcoming appointments? glucose test and apt on 1/22 GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I'm looking forward to maternity leave, snuggling a baby, and seeing my son love and learn to care for his sister. I am nervous about the teenage years too @charlestonchew. i did not feel this way about my son! I'm also nervous for my RCS. My first section was not a great experience.
@heelsidehero That's reassuring! I think I get 4 week before my due date, and five months after baby is born or due date (whatever is greater). But, I'm not 100% sure. I think I will be going back to work mid Oct or mid Nov...which is great because it will be a slow time for us. Then in December my plan is to take 3 weeks off around xmas before coming back for busy season. Luckily my group is super flexible about working from home and all of that. So I think I can manage...but, there's no way I would last if I was still working on corporations and audits.
@kpc914 That is amazing leave time! I ended up quitting my job in part because I didn't feel ready. If I'd had closer to 6 months (instead of 3), I may have made a different decision.
@heelsidehero that's what I'd like to do, but my mom obviously really wants to be there, and she won't know for sure when they have to go to Boston for the 5 weeks until my Dad has his next CT scan at the end of this month. She's willing to fly back for a weekend, but we're worried if we do it in winter there's a chance the flight wouldn't make it. It's all much more complicated than I hoped!
@maplemom18 I can only imagine how difficult it would be to go back to work after only 3 months or less with your newborn. :-( I am really lucky to have the 6 months leave. But, honestly.....public accounting is brutal, I doubt anyone would come back to work if they offered any less maternity leave. I think out of the 6 months, 4 of those are fully paid and 2 are unpaid. But, I am not sure. Unfortunately, my firms national leave center won't even discuss maternity leave details with me until March 6th so I'm a little in the dark. But, from what I hear, the leave policy is generous.
@kpc914 that's crazy that they won't even discuss leave with you yet. Great that you get 4 weeks before the due date too. I worked up until the Friday before birth last time and plan to this time as well (c-section is scheduled for a Monday). Then I get 6 mo off also (would be less time if I took time before the due date). I agree, no one would go back if it was the standard 12 week FMLA. That's great you get 4 mo paid though! Our leave is 6 weeks full pay, 2 weeks at half due to c-section, then all the PTO I have accumulated (we can carryover 240 hours each FYE). Either way, it's totally worth it and it's much more manageable when the babies are 6 mo vs 3.
@heelsidehero apparently the 4 weeks before your due date is a CA thing. HR told me that it is separate than the time after baby is born, so delaying my mat leave wont make it any longer after baby comes. So im definiteky using the full 4 weeks! Lol. Thats awesome you get to carry over 240 pto hours. We max out at 176. Im basically perpetually maxed out most of the year sadly. We have unlimited sick time so i have taken full advantage of that for dr appts and all of the times i barely worked a few hours a day due to nausea. Im glad we both get to go back to work during slow season so we can prep for another busy season!
@kpc914 - that 4 weeks before baby idea is awesome and great that it's separate! Our sick time is not separate from PTO. Awesome that you get unlimited sick time. I usually have a lot of PTO stocked up since it's so difficult to even use it! Just means I have to work the same amount but in less amount of days.
Re: Due Date Check In (1/8): Second Week of May 5/6-5/12
22+6, due 5/8
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
My weekend wasn't awesome, but I shouldn't complain. The girls had a sleepover at Grammy and Bup-Bup's on Saturday, so MH and I spent the day packing stuff up to put in storage. Fun times, ladies. We're living the high life! Also, it was Godparents Day at my niece's (also my goddaughter) church on Sunday, so even though my kids weren't in the house and it was my ONE chance to sleep in on a weekend, I had to get up at 7:45 to go to church with my sister. Then MH broke his phone, so we spent the rest of the day in phone stores. Not a relaxing, fun weekend I needed after my super shitty work day on Friday, but it could've been worse. It was productive at least, and I ended up getting a new phone, so I guess that's cool. Switched to a Samsung after years and years of iPhones, so now if I could just figure out how to use it.......LOL
Any upcoming appointments?
Repeat US on the 17th to get the rest of the pictures of the heart they couldn't get the first time. Then glucose test and midwife appointment on the 24th.
GTKY: Mostly I'm nervous that even though having twins was the hardest thing I've ever done, for all intents and purposes they were mostly "easy" babies, and I'm nervous that this one will not be. I'm also nervous about dealing with newborn fatigue, stress, getting PPD/anxiety again, and still having to parent 4 year old twins at the same time. However, I'm so looking forward to the girls meeting their little sister and watching our family grow.
Married June 2012
BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013
BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014
BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
21w2d due May 12
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Nothing going on on this week. We have a very busy end of January so this is my last week of being lazy.
Any upcoming appointments?
I have one today. Pretty sure they’re going to do another growth scan.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about
I guess the opposite of what you said @sandbar517. Caring for newborn twin boys while being a mommy of a 4 year old boy.
I’m also trying to figure out when to fly my mom out to Wyoming. We literally know nobody (besides my husbands employees) in this town. So if I go into labor or need to be induced/cesearean, we have no one to watch our son so my husband can be with me. My mom is really the only one I trust especially if it comes down to having to stay the night by herself with DS since I really don’t want to be at the hospital alone. I’m thinking 35 weeks would be a good time to have her here.
Married June 2012
BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013
BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014
BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
I am 22+6. Due May 8. Little dude is coconut sized.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
I have been feeling pretty down in the dumps the last few days. Hopefully it's just pregnancy hormones. I seem to cry over everything this week - because my dad's treatment schedule is making is hard for us to organize a time for my shower, (then because I felt selfish about caring about something so small in the face of something so big), because I am feeling behind at work, and last night because of the inevitability that some day DH or I will die or get dementia and leave the other behind. That last one actually makes me laugh today at the serious overwrought-ness of it all. But it always feels pretty tragic in the moment!
Any upcoming appointments?
Appointment with the family doc tomorrow. I am not looking forward to it. It's always nice to hear the heartbeat but I think I gained too much weight since my last appointment thanks to junk food over the holidays, and I'm dreading her saying something about it.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I am really looking forward to holding our little boy and all the cuddles. I really hope he's a cuddly baby! I am nervous about pretty much everything else. It's been hitting me more lately that everything in my life is about to change. I am scared of how my relationship with MH will change, and how much busier and more stressful my life is going to become. It seems like a lot of moms don't get much time to just enjoy life and I don't want that to be me.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? Busy season is starting at work and I'm still nauseated all day every day. Hoping I can get into a groove at work and manage the long hours. Our plan to paint the baby room turned into us repainting the third bedroom and our hallway. We just started getting everything taped and prepped. Hopefully, do the actual painting this weekend.
Any upcoming appointments? Next week I have glucose test. Also meeting with our doula for the first time next week.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
Looking forward to snuggling the little thing. FTM over here, so overall just looking forward to becoming a mom. I am nervous about EVERYTHING! A main worry of mine is will I be able to handle going back to work after mat leave.
@kpc914 I'm interested to hear how meeting with your doula goes next week. I am on the fence about getting one, but since I likely want an epidural, I'm thinking it's unnecessary (money-wise).
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
23 wk 1 d. Size of a chinchilla (my fave animal)! Due 5/6.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Rave: My husband got approved for time off for a babymoon and all our prenatal classes + the shower date are scheduled so we can actually book this thing. We're probably going to take a 13 hour train ride to Charleston, SC, and then drive to Savannah, GA, and then train back to NJ bc my my plane phobia. But at least we will get to go somewhere slightly warmer. And looks like the train prices aren't too bad as long as we book soon.
Any upcoming appointments?
Glucose on 1/25. I hope I don't have any issues A little nervous.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I'm looking forward to entering this next stage of life and hopefully experiencing a love I've never felt before. I'm nervous for reasons similar to @thunderberry. I know I have no idea how much my life will change (and how my life won't really be my own any more). I hope I still take time to appreciate my DH and don't focus all my attention on the baby, bc I'm so lucky to have him...but unfortunately I can get really snippy and rude when stressed.
Married: 8/22/15
BFP #1: 8/22/17 | DS: 4/20/18
BFP #2: 7/14/19 | EDD: 3/18/20
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
22 + 5, 5/9, size of a guinea pig
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Not a lot going on this week. Excited for a 3 day weekend again.
Any upcoming appointments?
Had one on 1/5 which was just a check up and went well. Heart beat was 148 which is right around where it has been now. Have a repeat AS due to not being able to get all pictures on 1/22.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
This may sound vague but honestly I'm just excited to bond and to teach a child something. I want to watch her grow and thrive and become a person.
Nervous about discipline. And when she becomes a teenager. Yikes.
22 + 4 / May 10th / papaya
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Hoping I have a handle on the sciatica now. It was minor, only bothering me at night, but I started doing some stretches before bed and it's been less bothersome. *fingers crossed that it continues*
Any upcoming appointments?
I've got a couple more weeks until the next one.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I'm looking forward to cuddling a sweet baby again and hopefully being more chill this time around. I'm mostly nervous about how to deal with a preschooler and an infant! How will I ever get out of the house?!
@charlestonchewGlad to hear it! I've been considering switching away from the iphone whenever I upgrade next as the new ones are soo expensive and I really don't want a phone that is bigger in size than my 5s.
@lincbeesmom How was your appointment today? Any news on baby b's growth?
@thunderberry sorry to hear you're in a rough patch. Don't feel bad about feeling bad. Hormones can be overwhelming and sometimes we just don't have good days. Do you have any mommy friends that can help ease your mind about becoming parents and maintaining a good relationship with your husband? I certainly wonder/worry what will happen as well, but I feel exhausted thinking about all the crap that can go wrong that I have decided to just keep as calm as possible and try to take things one day or one task at a time.
One quote I love is "comparison is the thief of joy". Try not to worry about what others do or being one of those moms, and just do your best
@sandbar517 I have had a samsung for the last 2 years. It definitely takes a couple days to get used to the differences from an Iphone but I really like it. I hope you do too!
@kpc914 good luck with your doula meeting! We have ours hired now and will see her again around 32 weeks.
@silverhope that's exciting you have a babymoon planned! When are you going?
@charlestonchew hearing the heartbeat is so awesome hey??
@maplemom18 Sucks about the sciatica. I think that's what I've been experiencing lately too. Sharp pain in hip/butt/back of thigh area? What are you doing to relieve the pain?
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
22 weeks, 2 days. Due May 12th. Baby is the size of a spaghetti squash!
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Not much this week. We cleared out the future baby's room, finally, and built our crib yesterday (hooray!)
Generally I feel good and can't complain, but I am getting lots of random RLP, sciatic pain as well as heartburn.
Any upcoming appointments?
Not until Jan. 19th
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I'm looking forward to meeting my baby. I hear so many women describe that day/moment and I'm hoping it's as magical as some make it sound. I am definitely nervous that it won't or that I'll have PPD.
If anyone watched "Married at First Sight" there is a new season with a couple who have been together 2.5 years and just had a baby. It showed her labour (I bawled my eyes out in happy emotion) and then afterwards she said "I don't even feel like this is my baby". I was heartbroken for her, and that's my fear.
@maplemom18 I had terrible sciatica with DS but it didn’t really start until after 30ish weeks from what I remember. Only relief was go get off my feet and try to stretch!
@babys_2018 So far, I do like the Samsung but it is definitely taking me some getting used to. I've been wanting to switch from the iPhone for a few years now, so I'm glad I finally bit the bullet and did it.
Not feeling connected to your baby is a real fear, and I think it doesn't get discussed as much as it should because people feel shamed by it. I felt something similar: I wouldn't say I didn't feel connected, but I definitely didn't have that huge rush of complete and utter love and devotion. It was just such a surreal feeling that these tiny little creatures belonged to me and I was wholly and completely responsible for their well-being. I have a distinct memory of being released from the hospital, getting home and putting them in their swings, looking at my husband and just saying, "Now what?" Like, we just wait for them to cry or what? LOL It was pretty overwhelming. The most important thing to remember is that if it doesn't seem to go away, or if something just doesn't *feel* right, talk to your doctor or someone else immediately.
@maplemom18 to be perfectly honest, you probably won't have an easy time finding anything as small as a 5s anymore. Even the "regular" size new phones are bigger than the 5s.
@charlestonchew I'm not looking forward to the teenage years, either. So scary.
@silverhope and @thunderberry It's quite an adjustment, and be warned that your marriage probably will take a small hit in the beginning. I can't tell you how many times I plotted my husband's murder while he was sleeping peacefully while I was up feeding the girls. LOL I think being aware of it ahead of time will help keep things on track, and there's a different bond that happens, too, working as a team on this one common goal of caring for these little babies.
@kpc914 Let us know how the doula appointment goes! Good luck with the painting!
Married June 2012
BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013
BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014
BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
Eta: @sandbar517 I’m so excited to see them interact! With each other and with their big brother
@kpc914 I am also really interested to hear how it goes with your doula! We are considering hiring one, and met with one we really liked last week. If we hire any, it will be her, but I keep wrestling with whether it's worth the money. I can think of a lot of other things I could spend $1300 on. But on the other hand I am super nervous about giving birth so making that more manageable could be worth it. I actually might ask about it in the weekly questions thread but would love your perspective!
@silverhope my SIL when we saw her over the holidays said that after her birth she had really wished she had a doula, and she did get an epidural. Although I think she had gone in not being sure if she'd get one, so it's a bit of a different situation.
@sandbar517 @charlestonchew man I keep wondering about the same thing! I really am kind of clueless about taking care of a baby. I hear people say how busy they are for those first few months, and obviously I believe them but I have to be honest that I have a hard time imagining what exactly I'll be DOING all that time.
@babys_2018 I don't really have any local mommy friends, which I think doesn't help with the anxiety, because I never really get to see what the day to day of being a mom is like for someone who feels like a peer. And it's not helped by the fact that my happily child free friends locally love to go on about what a hassle kids would be. I do have a friend who lives in another province that I keep trying to have a phone date with, but of course her being a mom means it's hard to find the time! I really hope I'll find some good mommy friends locally because it seems pretty essential.
Not gonna lie though my march ‘14 BMB was a life saver. Soooo helpful during the first months with baby.
Eta: and when they’re sleeping (you should be sleeping) but realistically you’ll probably be looking around the house figuring out what needs to get done while you don’t have a baby on you.
I totally agree, @charlestonchew, I'm just can't wrap my brain around how I will keep such a tiny, vulnerable human alive. Hoping it all just works out like @lincbeesmom said
One other thing I remember talking to my mom about is that as soon as I felt like we got used to one schedule, they were growing and sleeping more, and we would get a whole new eating/sleeping schedule. It's just constant change the first six months-a year, and for me at least, I was just on auto-pilot for most of it. I did what I had to, when I had to, to survive. And then suddenly you find yourself with these two little toddlers and it's like, "When did this happen???" LOL
Married June 2012
BFP June 2013- blighted ovum, D&C Aug 2013
BFP Oct 2013- twins! A&H born May 2014
BFP Aug 2017- EDD 5/8/17
Also, re: that magical moment when you see your baby, I didn't really feel it was so magical the first time around. I was exhausted and I had no idea what to do with her. I felt like I loved her because she was mine and I kind of had to, but I didn't realize the depths of my love for her until later. Maybe even past the newborn stage? She wasn't a great newborn. I can't remember exactly when I started staring at her in awe.
All of you are bumming me out about phone sizes! Man, this stinks. I'll try and hold onto my 5s for a while longer then...
@babys_2018 going last week of February. We booked our train tickets so now just have to figure out everything in between ha. And also I feel you on the PPD anxiety. I know there is nothing I can really do prepare for or prevent that, except be aware that it could happen and I should get help ASAP if things don't feel right.
Married: 8/22/15
BFP #1: 8/22/17 | DS: 4/20/18
BFP #2: 7/14/19 | EDD: 3/18/20
Due 5/12, 22 weeks!
Appointment on 1/24 but it’s just heartbeat check and weigh in. I assume the 28 week one will be my
glucose test? Not sure.
Nothing to rant about other than I’ve been terrible about keeping up on the board lately. Yikes.
Oh also I am having crazy bad sciatica @babys_2018. No relief. I’m laid up in bed now just trying to rest because it hurts to walk. I try not to complain because everything is healthy and normal, and this has really been my onyl bad symptom (hardly an MS, only mild boob discomfort, etc)
I’m so excited to see DH hold her. I’m excited to hold her but I can tell he’s dying to bond with her. He talks to my stomach all the time and constantly asks if she’s kicking at the sound of his voice (she doesn’t). I know he will just melt when he holds her and she looks at him.
Im nervous in the same way @thunderberry is. DH and I have such a wonderful relationship. Truly he is my best friend and I love our relationship. I’m very nervous about how it will change. I’m sure we will figure out a new normal and it will all be great but I’m also sure there will be more rocky moments whereas at this point it’s basically been 6 years of bliss.
@silverhope the longest train ride I’ve done is 11 hours. I actually love riding on trains. I don’t get car sick like I do in the car and I don’t flip out like I do for a plane. I can walk around some and read and bring good snacks. I always thought car rides were the worst because I couldn’t read without getting sick, but I can read on a train!
Edit: typos
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
22+5. Due May 10. Not a clue on the size. I feel HUMUNGOUS though. How is this bump going to continue to get bigger for the next 18 weeks?!?!
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
I'm feeling so grateful to be healthy after having the flu. So. Grateful. The boys didn't get it when I did thank goodness, but now EVERYONE around us has it- my coworkers and their kids, kids in their class, the kid who DS1 stays with before school, EVERYONE. Every day I'm worried I'm going to get a phone call to come pick them up from school. And those high high fevers are no joke. I can't wait for flu season to be over.
Any upcoming appointments?
Not for awhile. They don't do the GD test until 28 weeks, which I feel like was later than my other two? It's funny how little things are different from one state/ practice to another.
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I'm really looking forward to the boys being able to interact with her- they're so excited and they'll be great big brothers. They talk about it all the time, and love talking to my stomach and counting down the months until May.
I'm with you @lincbeesmom in that I'm super nervous about not having any family nearby when I go into labor. There's no one really close enough to us that I'd be super comfortable dumping my kids off in the middle of the night. We'll figure it out, and I know I have plenty of people who wouldn't hesitate to help us out in a pinch, but the uncertainty of it is stressing me out.
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves? simple appt today, but I scheduled 4D for 4 weeks from now, the week of my husbands birthday.
Any upcoming appointments? 4D in four week, can't wait to see what this little guy looks like. At our last u/s he really favored one of our twins.
GTKY: (stealing from @ivyvines6) ; What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about? I am looking forwards to nursing a new baby, after the uncomfortable phase. I nursed our daughter, but ended up having to exclusively pump for our twins. I love the snuggles and the closeness that come with nursing a sweet baby. On the opposite, I'm nervous about the early days, recovery, learning on both my end and baby's end of nursing a brand new baby, and dedicating time to my other kids. My husband is very hands on and will be more than willing to help, which is reassuring. My husband will also most likely be taking an internship this summer as well as our daughter starting kindergarten in August. Just a lot of family change, I'm sure it will all be fine, but I'm slightly overwhelmed by the thought of it right now.
@thunderberry , I'm truly so sorry you are having to deal with so much during this time that should be all happy. Hoping all of your scheduling falls into place.
@lincbeesmom , my twins were also born at 35 weeks if that helps you out on scheduling.
Married: 8/22/15
BFP #1: 8/22/17 | DS: 4/20/18
BFP #2: 7/14/19 | EDD: 3/18/20
@kpc914 not going to lie, going back to public was difficult after maternity leave. Although, i felt like I was kind of refreshed too and once I got back into the groove of using my brain again, I felt like I was better at my job than when I left. How long do you get for maternity leave?
How far along are you? When is your due date? What's the size of your LO?
22w4d DD- 5/12
What's going on this week? How are you feeling, any rants or raves?
Heartburn has surfaced. I need to get some more TUMs.
Any upcoming appointments?
glucose test and apt on 1/22
GTKY: What are you looking forward to with this LO? What are you nervous about?
I'm looking forward to maternity leave, snuggling a baby, and seeing my son love and learn to care for his sister. I am nervous about the teenage years too @charlestonchew. i did not feel this way about my son! I'm also nervous for my RCS. My first section was not a great experience.
Lots of PTO, cant use it.