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TW.. I’m back

pumpkinpancakepumpkinpancake member
in TTC After a Loss
Well, sadly, things didn’t turn out so great for me, so I’ll be joining you ladies back here. Things seemed pretty normal for me until this past Monday, when I started bleeding in the afternoon at work. Called the OB and they made an appt to see me for an ultrasound the next morning, and unfortunately they didn’t see anything resembling a pregnancy even though I should have been close to 6 weeks.

They drew my beta that day and it was only 346, so I went back this morning to have another beta done, and it had dropped to 86. I’ve been bleeding and cramping pretty heavily today too, so here I am. As much as I like you all, it really sucks to be back here...
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    Kath525Kath525 member
    Oh no. I'm so sorry to see you back here too.... So sorry for your loss.
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    [Deleted User][Deleted User] member
    @pumpkinpancake. I'm so very sorry... youre not alone. ❤
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    ChloandCocoChloandCoco member
    @pumpkinpancake I'm so sorry you are back here... Take all the time you need to grieve and remember that we are here for you.
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    honeybeebubhoneybeebub member
    @pumpkinpancake Ugh I am so sorry to see you back here :( 
    *Signature TW*

    TTC#1 October 2014

    BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015 


    TTC#2 December 2016

    BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17 

    BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017

    BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017 

    05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery

    11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot 

    BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018  <3

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    shri929shri929 member
    I was so sad to see you start this thread @pumpkinpancake and so sorry for you to have to go through this yet again. 
    DS born 04/22/15, Pregnant again 03/01/17 however loss due to PPROM at 20+6 weeks now TTC rainbow
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    zamoraspinzamoraspin member
    @pumpkinpancake I’m so sorry. We are all here for you.
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    fishee333fishee333 member
    I'm so sorry :( 
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    robyn2201robyn2201 member
    I'm so sorry you are back here!
    Ivy: July 2010  |  Stella: Dec 2012  |  BFP#3: MMC at 11Wk's, July 2017 | Wyatt: April 2019 | BFP#5: Twin Girls due Sept 2020

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    cassafrass15cassafrass15 member
    Oh no. I am so sorry for your loss.
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    lin0442lin0442 member
    I’m so sorry for your loss.
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    dpjenniferdpjennifer member
    @pumpkinpancake I'm sorry for your loss and that you find yourself back here again. It sucks. 

    MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
    MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
    MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
    RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
    MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
    RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
    MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)

    RE #3: More testing 2023. 
    Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
    Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
    Lupron Depo March 2024.  Benched 3 months.  Hopefully FET after that.

    #BitterHagPartyOf1

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    Racso12Racso12 member
    I am so sorry. We are here for you.  <3
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    tosh24tosh24 member
    Oh @pumpkinpancake, I am so sorry to see you back here and sorry for your loss. Your situation is almost exactly like my second loss. We're here for you.

    Me: 35 I DH: 38
    *TW loss and children mentioned*
    DD:2006 | Dx: Unexplained Secondary Infertility | DS: 2011

    TFAS since 2012

    Oct 16: Spontaneous BFP | m/c @ 9w1d (massive SCH) | D&C
    Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
    May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
    Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
    Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
    Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
    Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
    Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen  
    Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
    Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = cancelled due to missed ovulation
    Apr 18: FET #3 (natural cycle) = BFP! Beta 1: 201  Beta 2: 585 Beta 3: 3254 Beta 4: 9715 U/S 19May - one bean measuring on track with a HB of 125!
    EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
    My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019 <3 

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    bmxerbabybmxerbaby member
    Very sorry....
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    MelissaMay82MelissaMay82 member
    @pumpkinpancake oh no, I'm so sorry. I just went through this too a couple of weeks ago  :'(
    Me: 38, DH: 37
    Married: 8/10/13
    BFP- 12/18/15, D&E- 4/8/16 @ 21w5d- confirmed Thanatophoric Dysplasia
    BFP- 11/7/17, M/C- 11/18/17 @ 4w6d
    BFP- 8/25/18 ~ EDD- 5/9/19 ~ DD born 5/2/20 *Lillian Hazel*
    BFP- 10/9/20 ~ EDD- 6/21/21

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    amberrukaamberruka member
    @pumpkinpancake I’m so sorry you’re back, the universe is so unfair sometimes.
    Me: 39 DH: 39
    CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
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    acciocoffeeacciocoffee member
    @pumpkinpancake I'm so sorry to see you here too! I know you started bleeding the same time I did. I had hoped things would turn out better for you. 
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    vlagrl29vlagrl29 member
    I'm late seeing this.  I'm so sorry for your loss and that you are back here.
    Baby Birthday Ticker Ticker
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    myjessesgirlmyjessesgirl member
    So sorry for your loss.
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