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June 2018 Moms
nakoehl
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*TW* Another Loss
nakoehl
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I have been in the process of having a miscarriage for a couple of days now but never progressed so tonight my doctor ordered a d&c. It's officially over for me now. I sincerely hope the June board doesn't suffer any more losses, and I hope each of you a happy and healthy pregnancy and baby!
Re: *TW* Another Loss
DS: born oct 2012
TFAS: BFP #1 aug16. miscarriage sept16
BFP #2 nov16 MMC dec16. d&c jan17
BFP #3 sept17 EDD 5/31/18
fingers crossed for our rainbow baby
DS: 6/1/18 (Pre-E; IUGR; seizures; NICU)
TTC #2: 12/2019
Sept 2020: HSG possible blocked right tube
Nov 2020: Letrozole + TI - BFN
Dec 2020: Letrozole + TI - BFP!!! EDD 9/18
Married March 2016
DD: born 7.22.16
DS EDD: 6.23.18
First Son - born 2013
Third Son - due June 9, 2018
BFP#4- 9/26 edd 6/5/18
Me: 30 | DH: 34 | DSS: 14 | DS: 4
PG #2, EDD 10/12/2023
Husband: 35
Married: June 2007
Son Max born 1/10/17
BFP #2: 10/5/17; EDD: 6/11/18
Married 6/15/13
BFP #1 5/8/16, EDD 12/31/16- DD born 9/10/16 at 24 weeks
~In our hearts forever~
BFP #2 10/14/17, EDD 7/1/18
I wrote this for a coworker. I thought I would share for those who are tending their own gardens.
For you, my little seedling.
My springtime flower so anticipated.
I held you long within myself,
Whispering secret hopes and fears.
Promising bright tomorrows and my love for ever more.
Your little movements kept me warm,
Visions of your face kept me hopeful in times that felt dark as ink.
As grass grew green and blossoms burst to joyful life under a radiant sun,
I waited for you.
Patiently, I watched belly swell and felt you grow restless and ready.
One lonely morning, I awoke.
And though the sun shone bright and birds flew and grass waved in breezes unseen, I knew.
Your little spark had burned brightly and then had flickered out.
My soul felt an emptiness too deep and still to carve out into words.
Futures that had seemed bright felt dimmed and uncertain.
I shattered, little one- nothing but broken, jagged edges that cut more with every movement.
It is said that time heals all wounds,
But scars can ache like fresh wounds when memories carry razor blade edges.
In dreams I still feel you, I touch your little hands and feet and you look at me with love.
In those moments my heart is full.
Your little flower never grew to reach for the sun,
But this I promise you:
I tend your garden every day.
And will until we meet again.
`Amanda Ellis 2017
TTC: 08/2017 EDD: 6/11/2018 FTM
Married - DH 27 y/o
BFP: 10/13/17
EDD: 6/22/18
First I'm so sorry for your loss. I was really hoping to be the last person to leave June. It breaks my heart to see another loss. If and when you are ready we're here for you on ttgp. ((Hugs))
I just wanted to say @nashvillebaby18 - that was one of the most touching things I've ever read. It was really beautiful. Thank you for posting that.