TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
Re: TTCAL Week of 11/27
2. Status? TWW, around 9DPO. I had 3 positive LH days so not really sure when I O'ed. Not really feeling either way about this cycle. Stupidly started testing so I can get on progesterone ASAP with a faint positive. Obviously BFN at this point.
3. Rants/Raves: Last week was a whirlwind, sick family (including me) and Thanksgiving. Last week was not kind to my diet, but I'm still in the negative. I'm still catching up on everyone's posts from last week!
4. GTKY: Favorite App on your phone? Right now I am addicted to Trivia Crack.
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
2.TWW 7 DPO. Andddd all the SS begins.
3. Rave- All done Christmas shopping!!! So excited!!!
Rant- Just realized DH is going to be out of town during my FW next month. So if I'm not pregnant now it won't happen this year and I'm feeling down about that. (But not going to let it take away from all the fun holiday activities coming up!) I've decided I'm going to try temping though. Gotta do something different.
4. I don't have a lot of apps. But amazon prime wins
2. CD5
3. Rant - so my IVF cycle got cancelled after I went in for my CD 3 blood work and ultrasound on Saturday. I have been having these weird chest pains that come and go and I just chalked it up to indigestion/heartburn because I have a horrible digestive system, but I was nervous about pumping myself with a bunch of IVF hormones if it was something more so DH forced me to see my doctor. She told me I needed to call my RE and referred me for an exercise stress test and ECG (which I did this morning). The RE said to be safe, we should cancel and reschedule when we figure everything out. Obviously, I am devastated. Because I had a funded spot for IVF (which are very limited), I am terrified that I just lost my one chance and I will be moved to the bottom of the list. I am supposed to get a call from the IVF coordinator today to discuss. Rave - So far all my RPL testing has come back OK! I am still waiting on 3 tests results which are taking forever, but FX those are normal too.
4. No idea. I use my phone to text people, call DH, and nose around FB when I'm bored. That's about it. As soon as I walk in the door from work, it goes in a little nook in my kitchen and I pretty much forget about it until the next morning.
Edited to fix typo
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
2. TWW
3. Rant: still in bureaucratic limbo on scheduling laparoscopic surgery to see if endo may be causing RPL. The hospital "blocks" entire days for some reason, and doesn't "release" the date until a few days before. Hopefully we can get in Dec 7 or 8, or I'm going to be waiting until next year. Rave: had a lovely Thanksgiving!
4. Definitely Amazon. Cyber Monday, ya'll!
PS - I need to be more like you and disconnect from the phone!
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
1 - Not New. TWW
Rave - cyber monday need I say more. I need some jeans and a new pair of yoga leggings and figured I should buy DDs toys with the 15% off target today. in the process use ebates to get cash back.
Rant - my weird cycle. for a girl that depends on her very predictable cycles and deviation messes with my mind. But hey at least AF hasn't started yet and that's what I was worried about.
my fav app is amazon music
2. Status? Coming into TWW
3. Rants/Raves: So annoyed my ckearblue advanced OPK gave me no blinking smiley- straight to peak arghhh I got no warning!
4. GTKY: Favorite App on your phone? Love me some Pinterest and my husband might kill me with my priming
@cassafrass15 Fx for you that you can get in!
@vlagrl29 I've been on the target website all morning!
@shri929 that happened to me last month. So frustrating.
2. Status? CD 33, 10 DPO.
3. Rants/Raves: Progesterone biopsy was a few hours ago! Apparently a progesterone biopsy is same/similar to an endometrial biopsy. Anyway, it sucks... catheter stuck up and twirled around your cervix. Absolutely awful pain and the worst test I've had to date. So over all this crap. *sigh* Now I wait until AF starts later this week and call the RE back. Guess I'll know in a week or so the results of the test based upon DPO/AF.
4. GTKY: Favorite App on your phone? I love playing Plants vs. Zombies
tosh24 Oh No! I’m so sorry about your cancelled cycle. I hope you can get another spot quickly after they figure out why you’ve been having chest pains.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@tosh24 I'm so sorry your IVF cycle got cancelled. I really hope you don't lose your spot adn FX your results come back normal too!
@honeybeebub I start testing at 9DPO too, so you're not alone. Plus, after being on the bench so long, I wouldn't blame you if you had starting testing at 5 DPO lol!!!
@Kath525 I'm jealous you're done your shopping!
@cassafrass15 I hope you can get in for your lap in early December!
@vlagrl29 That's what DH thinks - it's all anxiety induced. Also, I'm on pins and needles with you waiting for test day! I know right now it's all just symptom spotting, but I hope your "wacky" cycle turns out to be because you're KU!
@shri929 That happened to me years ago when I was using the digital OPKs. I would never get a blinking smiley. I just went back to the cheapies so that I could see the progression.
@dpjennifer Yay for finally having the progesterone biopsy! I had an endometrial biopsy last month and you're totally right - worst test ever! That was NOT pleasant. I felt like a baby that I kept wincing in pain but crap, it hurt!!!!
@ChloandCoco Good luck with your upcoming HSG. I don't know if you've had one before but it's really nothing except a bit of cramping that is totally manageable. And you have such a sweet DH!
*TW loss and children mentioned*
Apr 17: IUI #1 = BFN
May 17: IUI #2 = BFN
Jun 17: IUI #3 = Late BFP (18 DPO) | NMC 17Jul17 @ ~6w
Aug 17: IUI #4 = Cancelled due to premature ovulation | TI = BFN
Sep 17: IUI #5 = Cancelled due to overstimulation (10+ follies)
Nov 17: IVF #1 = Cancelled due to non-IF related health issue | TI = BFN
Dec 17: IVF #1 = Puregon 200, Menopur 75, Orgalutran, Suprefact trigger due to OHSS risk | 22R, 18M, 16F, 10B frozen
Feb 18: FET #1 (medicated) = BFN
Mar 18: FET #2 (natural cycle) = CP (beta 1: 54; beta 2: 0)
EDD: 07Jan2019 Team Green
My Rainbow Baby Boy born 03Jan2019
1. Not very new, was active months back and am getting back to being involved on the board.
2. CD25/11dpo. I would have tested earlier but I moved this past weekend and haven’t had the time!
3. Rave- I’m so excited to get to work on our new house! It was tough to miss the holiday due to packing and moving, but our new neighbors were fantastic and made some leftover turkey plates for us on Saturday! So sweet of them.
4. Spotify- I love being able to play my own music at work when I get sick of the radio.
@dpjennifer I think my legs snapped shut reading that, but I hope the biopsy results are stellar.
@vlagrl29 I know you don't show positive tests yet, but we're waiting here *stamps foot*. Think of us girls, would you?! (ha ha ha)
1. Not new. I live here. Ha.
2. TWW. Timing -4 and +1, but at least I'm not out like last month. @Tosh24 DH is now on Xanax too due to family issues and that's helping
3. Rave: on Friday I fly to San Antonio to see my 2 nieces and nephew whom I love. To. Death. :-)
4. GTKY: I have no games apps! I like Duolingo (quick french lessons) but I find myself on my bank app more than anything....booooooring.
CP 1/25/16 4.5 weeks, developed Graves' disease
@Kath525 Ugh I'm sorry your DH isn't in town for you FW. Hopefully you'll just be pregnant this cycle and then it won't matter for next
@vlagrl29 Well I hope your cycle is not regular for a good reason. I'm dying for you to test, even though I know it's too early for you to test
@dpjennifer I love plants vs z@Kath525
1. Introduce yourself (if new) Not new, MC at 16 weeks and D&E on 8/5/17.
2. Status? TWW! 4DPO and I'm a little worried that our timing wasn't the best. I also have a headache today, which makes me think that I'm not pg because every time I've gotten pregnant in the past, my headaches go away. But that's just some of my crazy talking.
3. Rants/Raves: I'm just so excited that DH got a full-time job with great benefits. I think we are both still in shock because it came out of nowhere. We found out today his benefits will kick in starting 12/1 which is perfect timing. Another rave, which I put over on WTO already, but I felt O pains on both sides this month which I've never experienced before. If I released 2 eggs that either doubles my chance that one of them will be fertilized, or there's a chance of twins which I have always wanted.
4. GTKY: Favorite App on your phone? I barely use my phone anymore because all the memory is full of pics so I don't have anything fun on it anymore, I can't even check my email lol. But I still have Candy Crush on it, which I play occasionally.
@shri929 - I never used the advanced OPK. I had only ever used the non blinky sorry you missed advanced warning. Not sure if you ever notice CM. On the days it gets really stretchy I make a note to self so we BD around those days. Even just using an OPK stresses me out.
@dpjennifer - that procedure sounds horrible! Hopefully your results are good and normal. I've never heard of a prog biopsy. I'm guessing more detailed than a blood draw for it.
@ChloandCoco - HSG is easy and your technician should tell you what he observed before you even get off the table to get dressed. GL
@tosh24 - I would buy the OTC zantac for my indigestion when I was pg with the loss and it helped really quickly.
@amberruka - glad you got some decent timing this cycle. I love that you Live Here. I'm feeling that way too. TTCAL for Lyfe!! Last weekend DH made the observation we could have had 2 babies in the amount of time we've been TTC #2 - thanks! like I didn't already know that.
@fishee333 - I'm glad you got some decent health insurance. We actually need to check that off our list. Pretty much going with Cigna. Just need to sit down with DH so we can agree on a plan.
And now I'm finally going to cyber shop and make a scholastic book order. I had a major headache when I finished teaching but 2 advil and pigging out on dinner helped a lot.
tosh24 Well you definitely took it better than me! I totally yelped in pain several times, on top of the wincing I did. Then just bawled my eyes out after we got to the car. And super yay for being able to do IVF next cycle if everything checks out!!!!
ChloandCoco I had an HSG and it was no problem at all. Super easy and like no pain, just a bit of discomfort when they move the wand around. Actually, I thought the 7 week ultrasound was WAY more painful than the HSG.
vlagrl29 Yeah, I wasn’t sure what to expect and definitely wish they’d just given me a blood draw instead! Ugh.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@ChloandCoco I'm also TFAS with 3 m/c's. The HSG was not terrible, I actually had more pain with the SHG, but some say it's vice-versa. It just feels like a bad period day - crampy & bloating. Hopefully you get some answers.
@shri929 I haven't used one of those before. I like to see the line progression, although I believe those snap out the test to see the lines too, right?
@vlagrl29 Ah, men can be so charming with their choice words, huh?
@cassafrass15 That is really annoying, hopefully they are able to schedule you in! I wish they understood that every cycle counts!
@fishee333 Glad to see you back in the game with good insurance
@lin0442 When are you going to test?!
@amberruka Have a great trip!
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
@honeybeebub After I find the pg tests in one of my moving boxes lol! I may just test my patience and see if af is late this month (fx). The chances aren’t great though, since DH was out of town for most of my fw.
I have an office hysteroscopy scheduled early next cycle, hopefully I’ll have to cancel it, but it will be nice to get the testing done otherwise.
2. Lost my baby Monday morning. The radiologist benched us for a month to recover, my family doctor said we could try again as soon as my hcg levels were back below 5. Will probably go with my family doctor's advice.
3. Wanted to shout at one of the nurses yesterday, overheard her say that I was fine when I was crying so hard I was close to throwing up. My husband is my rock, I know he hurt too, but he was so good about talking me down when my grief threatened to overwhelm me and he let me name our newest little angel after an uncle I loved very much. I think I would be insane with grief or just plain broken without him.
4. Pokemon Go. My husband and I are massive nerds and even on the coldest days in our canadian winter this at least gets us out of the house for a few minutes.
@honeybeebub - yes they can be so charming with what they say lol. I remember when I use to get upset and cry and I'd talk to him he would start throwing jokes out there. I never thought he was taking it seriously until he told me one day that he just hates seeing me cry and was trying to get me to smile. The last few times though I've seen his eyes water up when I get upset. Lately I've been telling him 'well in a couple months we are going to have to decide to do clomid' and he tells me it's not even something we have to discuss right now. I'm not cool doing it with an OB that doesn't monitor so of course that means more $$ out of our pocket we don't really have for something that we aren't even sure if it will work.
@vlagrl29 Yes, my DH is the same way, he wants to lighten the mood. I had a similar convo with him last night about what if we continue to mc, will we do IVF with PGS or just call it quits? The cost factor is what's killing me. Thankfully in MA we have coverage but I'm not sure if we need to go through IUI first given my mc history... I have that on my list of things to do to prepare for the next cycle later this week, along with some other questions for the RE. Like you said, I hate the unknown of if it's worth continuing to put $$ into something that may not even work.
@lin0442 Girl, you must be the most patient one I've met on this board I am seriously jealous!
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
@honeybeebub Fx for you. My RE prescribed progesterone for if I get a BFP and after frantically testing for one cycle where I was not ku, I ended up starting it at 4dpo instead for my most recent pregnancy. The jury is pretty out on whether it helps (unless you actually have low progesterone) but another loss mom pointed out that IF it helps, it probably helps the most if you start even before BFP. Obviously you would discontinue it if you didn't get a BFP by 14 or 16 dpo. Not trying to get you to go against medical advice but I found it very stressful testing and testing because I was afraid I would "miss" starting the progesterone at the right time.
@Kath525 Wow! Awesome that you are done with Christmas shopping.
@tosh24 I'm so sorry you had to cancel your cycle and I hope you do get another funded spot. Fx all is ok.
@cassafrass15 Sorry for the bureaucratic hell! Hope you get your app soon!
@lin0442 What sweet neighbors you have!
@amberruka You sound very fiscally responsible! I admit I get a kick out of checking my retirement account balance...
@fishee333 Fx for you and possibly two eggs!
@dpjennifer I'm sorry the biopsy was so painful, that sounds awful. Are you feeling better today?
@ChloandCoco Hello, friend, I have been thinking about you. I'm glad YH brought you a nice surprise, it's the little things.
Sorry if I missed anyone!
1. Introduce yourself (if new) Not new. Three first tri losses this year.
2. Status? WFAF
3. Rants/Raves: Not really right now, I O'd sooner than I expected so no trying this cycle (I wasn't sure we were "cleared" to try post d&c so was still deciding). I guess on to the next cycle. I confess I've had the crazy thought of taking soy iso to try to cause multiple ovulation next cycle so that maybe just one egg might be sticky... Yeah...
4. GTKY: Favorite App on your phone? The one that I probably get the most use out of is the Amazon Music App. Amazon has a lot of available content for free for Prime members, which I am. Also really like the Lose It! App for tracking calories.
@HoneyBee517 What's the difference between the HSG and the SHG? I know that the one test is dye and the other is saline, but can they tell you different things? Nevermind, I just googled it.
**Edit to honeybee517 comment**
@honeybeebub - I think I might be crazy because I'm so protective of my Ute and all it's hormones because nothing has been found off with me and everything looks great according to OB - even during a pap he told me my uterus felt good. So for me I want to TTC AL a full year before considering medical intervention. I can't help but think that all the stress and depression from the loss has made it take longer this time around to conceive. The last month I've been working on retraining my brain to have positive instead of neg thoughts. I've been stuck in the negative for far too long! So I say positive mantras to myself at least once a day and I think it's helping.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
Here it is: https://journals.lww.com/greenjournal/fulltext/2012/01000/Prognosis_for_Live_Birth_in_Women_With_Recurrent.7.aspx
Today my co-worker , who just got married ~3 months ago, dropped by with hands all over her belly and shocking, told me she was preg. Greattt. Asked me when I'm going to have another, so I was blunt, told her the struggles over the past year. Then I got to hear about how I shouldn't try so hard, should try OPKs, or her friend got this shot to make her ovulate at her doctor and I should try that. Politely told her that I am getting preg just fine, but can't keep the pregnancy, so none of that would help. Again, the 3 months preg expert told me that I should just not try and it will happen to me. EYE ROLL. So then I switched the topic to her and got to listen to her sap story about how she really would love a girl, but you know she thinks that it's a boy, but they're not finding out. I totally understand that it's not something you really understand til you go through it, but if it's not acceptable to ask someone if they are pregnant, WHY is it acceptable to ask someone when they are going to get pregnant????
TTC#1 October 2014
BFP: November 2014, DS born via c-section July 2015
TTC#2 December 2016
BFP: 12/23/16- No heartbeat at 8 weeks, D&C 01/30/17
BFP: 03/11/17- Chemical 03/15/2017
BFP: 04/17/17- Chemical 04/22/2017
05-10/2017 - RPL Testing/Septum Resection Surgery
11/2017-03/2018 3 Natural cycles / 2 TIC w/ trigger shot
BFP: 03/29/18, Rainbow Baby Boy Due late November/ early December 2018
honeybeebub Ugh. Punch her in the face!!! (at least mentally) Heck, I'm at my desk punching her in the face mentally.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1
@vlagrl29 Cry it out, that is super shitty. Oops babies are the hardest to hear about.
Sorry. Bitter day. Bitter year. Bitter life. Blah.
MC #1: D&C Oct 23, 2015 (7.5 weeks)
MC #2: July 1, 2016 (5.5 weeks)
MC #3: October 17, 2016 (CP)
RE #1: RPL testing November 2016-January 2017
MC #4: Feb. 28, 2017 (CP)
RE #2: Additional RPL testing March-November 2017
MC #5: January 2019 (6.5 weeks)
RE #3: More testing 2023.
Egg Retrieval Sept/Oct 2023, 2 good embryos after PGT-A testing.
Surgery for endometriosis January 2024
Lupron Depo March 2024. Benched 3 months. Hopefully FET after that.
#BitterHagPartyOf1