Had my rescan today and it went pretty much as I thought it was going to--baby stopped growing at about 6 weeks and no HB today. I knew immediately on the screen what was going on. I have meds to take tomorrow. I'm sad, of course, but I had a feeling this was the way we were going. I'm eating oreos right now to soothe my hurt spirit. I think, really, more than anything, I'm afraid this was my last shot and I won't get to have another baby. I know that's totally ridiculous, but... well, you feel how you feel.
Thanks everyone for the support, hand holding and laughs. I wish you all the best. For all you FTMs, motherhood is crazy, wacky, tiring, beautiful, leaky but the sum of all those experiences usually equals "Awesome."
Re: TW LOSS **** I'm out
Dating since: 11/17/2001
Married: 9/26/2009
TTC: June 2016
EDD: 5/14/2018
BFP 10/2/13, EDD 6/3/14
Gave birth to my beautiful son, Owen Robert on 6/4/14!
BFP #2 8/28/15, EDD 5/5/16
Married: 8/22/15
BFP #1: 8/22/17 | DS: 4/20/18
BFP #2: 7/14/19 | EDD: 3/18/20