Age: 32 (same with DH). Together since 2006, Married June 2013 and TTC since August 2015
Diagnosis: Mild Endo, DOR (AMH of 1.5), Poor Quality Eggs/embryos, Displaced Window of Implantation (ERA Post Receptive)
March-May 2016: 1 TI and 2 IUIs- BFN
June 2016- Laproscopy- found/removed mild endo and confirmed only 1 normal healthy ovary.
August 2016- IVF #1 with Antagonist Protocol- Cancelled (2 lead follies), converted to IUI- BFN
Oct-Nov 2016- IVF #2 with Estrogen Priming Micro Lupron Protocol, 2 eggs retrieved, day 3 transfer of 1- BFN
January 2017- New RE, IVF#3 with Estrogen Priming Antagonist Protocol, 12 eggs, 8 mature, 6 fertilized, 2 day 5 early blasts transferred (none to freeze

), BFN
May 2017- Sept 2017- Starting Donor Egg process! Waiting for donor to be available... and then she is pregnant at baseline

Oct 2017- Donor #2: 25R, 22M,18F, 12 blasts frozen! Fresh transfer cancelled due to thin lining with fluid

Nov 2017- Hysterscopy to remove polyp
Dec 2017- DE FET #1 on 12/8 on 2 perfect blasts- BFN and devastated
Jan-Mar 2018- ERA #1- Post receptive by 24 hours, ERA #2 RECEPTIVE with 4 days of Progesterone
Apr 2018- DE FET cancelled for lining issues

Jun 2018- DE FET #2 of two 1AA blasts- first BFP ever! Beta 10dp5dt- 378, Beta 14dp5dt- 2840, Beta 16dp5dt- 4035, beta 18dp5dt- 10916. Due on 2/20 with one baby after a vanishing twin
Baby Born born early @ 33.5 weeks due to Pre-e
Back for # 2!
Re: Interesting Article on PGS
its heartbreaking. I no longer suggest it to older women because we could be throwing away our only chances before heading to DE if that's an option
I feel so conflicted about this "implant anyway" being the advice, though... I also saw this article linked from NYMag yesterday and I found it shocking how blase people were about having a late first tri CVS and possible TFMR. That is...that is not easy to say the least, so saying to people "pop those embryos in and let's see what happens, just make sure you're prepared to terminate" I don't think is something doctors should be taking lightly? TFMR is devastating and earth-shattering even when you are 100% confident you're making the right decision.
some women retest and get different results, clearly some women are having healthy babies. I don't know.. I feel 0% conflict when I think of the lucky woman in the article...
even if it never works for me ive learned a huge lesson about emerging technologies....
Here in Germany PGS is not normal at all (but more from conservative ethical grounds) and because they like to only adopt proven technologies. E.g. Germany has one of the best 4G mobile phone networks because everyone was so conservative when mobile phones first came on the market they waited to introduce the network, and by then more mature technology was ready. Great when you benefit at the end, but in the meantime you can be behind...
As someone with DOR and AMA I'm with @dragonette505
If there is even a small chance of success I feel I need to run with it. Let's see if I change my mind after 5 cycles...
Also as PGS is not available for me domestically, then the decision is somewhat out of my hands for now.
However when genetic issues are know in parents/siblings/children then here in Germany they will approve PGD which is a different technological process. I'm not aware of research showing statistical evidence of the same mosaicism issues with gene testing. Of course it depends on the specific probe.
@adirat I think there you are our resident expert and in your position I would certainly want PGD
Married 12/2016
TTC #1 since 04/2015
AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
7 retrievals, 3 transfers
Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality
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I'm not sure if its editing, but when I consulted with these doctors there was nothing casual about the idea... I do think there is some degree of experimentation that happens on patients (like it or not) but in this one instance, I feel like it is actually reversing the impact of potentially negative experiments on patients. These guys took it seriously and knew it was potentially risky. They wanted women to know the risks but I felt their theory was sound.
Hysteroscopy: 2013
IUI #1-2: 2013 BFN
Surgery 10/2015: Planned to start trying again but had a surgery. (Not related to fertility)
Surgery 5/2016: Planned to start trying again but had another surgery. (Not related to fertility)
IUI #3-5 (with Clomid): summer 2016 BFN
IVF #1: 11/2016. 30R; 21M; 20F; 8B (6 day5 & 2 day6); 4 normal after PGS
Medicated FET #1: 1/31/2017 transferred 1 embryo 3AA. BFP. Embryo stopped growing at 6w 1d. MUA at 9w 3d.
Medicated FET #2: June 2017 - cancelled...
Hysteroscopy #2: June 2017
Medicated FET #2: 8/7/2017 transferred 1 embryo 5BB. BFP. Ended in CP.
Medicated FET #3: 10/11/2017 transferred 1 embryo 3AA. BFN
ERA: December 2017 - need an extra 12 hours of PIO
Medicated FET #4: 1/24/2018 transferred 1 embryo 4AA. BFN
Out of embryos.
IVF #2: 03/2018.
My guess is if I were doing DE id also forego testing, just assuming there shouldn't be any problems
My embryos too when re-tested came back normal. I don't know what to do with the abnormal ones now...don't want them discarded.
This is heartbreaking.
And here we are sure enough with just three precious little frosties from my first cycle, far cry from 24 or 30 embies or something crazy no one could possibly do that many FETs to womb-test them all! So in our case, so far, I do feel good about our decision to skip it. I will plan to come back and read the article when I have a little more time... thanks for sharing it!
@emmasemm I find that so interesting about the conservative way of adopting new treatment technologies in Germany. I am actually amazed they don't do it there, only bc it is really mainstream here! But I do think it's also a part of modern German culture to be intentionally gun-shy about anything that could go down a slippery slope... :/
I think I will ***TW*** the rest just in case as this is very sensitive stuff.
@Irisheyes81 - like @dragonette505 said if there was a history of chromosomal abnormalities I would have to re think, but there again I would probably tend more towards PGD than PGS. Also your PGS results are interesting. The article didn't go into that much detail, but what I understand is that the mosaicism and ability to correct is thought to be less common with the "known syndromes" - i.e. Those that can potentially make it to full term (but then have complex issues or a life limiting prognosis) are more likely (though from research populations not yet statistically significant) to come back with the same results from PGS if done a second or third time (or after being "discarded" if donated for research they can do a more thorough testing). I mean I'm not a cutting edge researcher, so it could be the research they've done there is also flawed and I'm not in a position to judge properly, but it feels like it has some logic to it.
@businesswife yes the whole conservative approach here is sometimes quite a shock until you think back to the not so distant history, which most Germans are still acutely embarrassed about and aware of. Even things that are allowed in Europe as a whole, aren't always practiced or are extremely strictly controlled. For PGS or PGD you need to go through a formal approval process with the national authority which takes in itself months.
Here you are legally not allowed to know the gender until after 12 weeks unless you have the history of genetic issues (after which time it becomes an induction not an abortion and thus medically more complicated, let alone emotionally). And there are complex legal issues related to terminating after 12 weeks for disabilities. From the more limited research I've done here it is again quite legally challenging to terminate unless there is a risk to the life of the mother and/or the baby (ie a risk to health is often not seen as reason enough, it mostly needs to be risk to life).
Also @irisheyes81 my clinic (and I'm not sure if it's the norm) will not "discard" any embies unless they have not developed for minimum 12 hours or have officially arrested. If you want to freeze and they haven't "arrested" then my clinic has to try according to the legal paperwork. I guess this leads to some patients freezing ones that will not make it through the freeze/unfreeze. But again it's the more "conservative" approach. Apparently the freezing part is the toughest on the embies - if they successfully freeze then more than 90% will come out of the freeze successfully. Strange process - it feels like the other way around with food!
And if you've frozen the right to discard seems to be a whole other legal minefield here.
I guess making the rules too restrictive inhibits progress, but making the rules too relaxed might mean things are done without understanding the full consequences.
That is the dilemma with medical research and progress... and with IVF/ICSI even after 39 years I still feel we are all taking part in research as every time they and we learn something more...
(PS I know when the first IVF baby Louise Brown was born as she was born just 6 weeks before me and so every year just before my birthday they talk about her in the news in the UK)
Oh and sorry for the essay - being invested emotionally in this process, but also looking from a scientific point of view is challenging yet interesting and it really helps me to have these conversations with you other super smart ladies, thank you
Married 12/2016
TTC #1 since 04/2015
AMA, DOR (AMH 0.65, AFC 2-4) and autoimmune issues (RA, APS), low TSH, adenomyosis
7 retrievals, 3 transfers
Nov17 IVF2 - 1ER, 0F
Jan18 IVF3 - 3ER, 1F, 1ET, BFN
Feb18 - second opinion and additional testing
Apr18 IVF4 - cancelled (E2 too high)
May/Jun18 IVF4 - 4ER, 0M, 1F, 1 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - 5 ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (not best quality)
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - 4ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen day 3 (good quality)
Aug/Sep18 IVF7 - cancelled (cyst)
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - 3ER, 3M, 2F, 2 frozen Day 3 (excellent quality)
Oct18 IVF8 - Cancelled (cyst and too low TSH)
Oct18-Jan19 bringing TSH under control
Feb19 ERA and hysteroscopy
Mar19 Investigation for fibroid and adenomyosis
Apr19 adenomyosis confirmed, polyps removed
Jun19 FET after 2 months Lupron, autoimmune protocol, transferred two day 3 frozen embryos
Nov17 IVF2 - Pergoveris 2-14 Nov, Orgalutran 5-14 Nov, Ovitrelle 15 Nov, ER 17 Nov for 3 follies, 1 mature egg, did not fertilize
Jan18 IVF3 - Pergoveris 30 Dec - 8 Jan, Orgalutran 5-8 Jan, Ovitrelle 9 Jan, ER 11 Jan 3 eggs, 2 mature, 1 fertilized, ET 1x 4d 12-cell embryo 15/01, 24/01 BFN
May/Jun18 IVF4 - Rekovelle 25-29 May, Menogon 30May - 2Jun, Zomacton 25 27 29 31 May and 2Jun, Cetrotide 30May - 3Jun, Gonasi 3Jun, ER 5Jun 4 eggs, none mature, two matured overnight, 1 fertilized with ICSI, Frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jun/Jul18 IVF5 - Rekovelle 21-24 June, Menogon 25Jun-3Jul, Puregon 4-5Jul, Zomacton 21 23 25 27 29 Jun, Cetrotide 25Jun-5Jul, Gonasi 6Jul, ER 8Jul 5 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 but not good quality
Jul/Aug18 IVF6 - Rekovelle 26-29 Jul, Menogon 30Jul-7Aug, Buserelin 26Jul-7Aug, Zomacton 26 28 30 Jul 1 3 Aug, Gonasi 7Aug, ER 9Aug 4 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized (normal IVF), 2 frozen day 3 good quality
Sep/Oct18 IVF7 - Menogon 19-30Sep, Buserelin 19-30Sep, Zomacton 19 21 23 25 27 Sep, Ovitrelle 1 Oct, ER 3 eggs, 3 mature, 2 fertilized with ICSI, 2 frozen day 3 excellent quality
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PGS is not allowed here in Japan.
Whew, sorry for my fragmented replies, I just can't stop thinking of this.
When they said they have an A-C grading and all C's are discarded, I could have asked to save those embryos. They specifically told me they grew but they don't believe they would have survived freeze. They didn't try. I also could have elected to forgo PGS testing. When I got the results, they did say the Turners and Kleinfelders alone wouldn't have resulted in discarding those embryos. They said that the missing and extra chromosome would not result in a live birth. That's obviously not true because there are children in the world with an extra, parts and missing chromosomes. Quality of life might not be great but they have resulted in live birth. I don't regret anything in this process because at this point, I can't. However, I wish there would have been a thread like this for me to read before!
That's interesting because I know Japan is generally in the forefront of IVF technologies and I read about so many more studies that happen over there.
IVF #1 -2016 March, antagonist, 5 eggs, 2 fertilized, 3DT - 8 cell and 6 cell no frag, chemical pregnancy
IVF #2 - 2016 June, micro dose lupron, 3 eggs, 1 fertilized, 3DT 6 cell, BFN
IVF #3 - 2016 November, estrogen priming + antagonist, 9 follicles, 3 eggs, none fertilized
IVF #4 - 2017 March, testosterone priming + micro dose lupron, 2 eggs, none fertilized
IVF #5 - 2017 May, A/ACP protocol, 4 follicles out of 7 seemed to get to required size, ovulated before retrieval, converted into IUI - BFN
IVF #6 - 2017 July, A/ACP protocol, 3 follicles one stopped growing, LH rising, converted to IUI - BFN
IVF #7 - 2017 September, antagonist, 5 follicles, 6 eggs, 3 immature, 3 injected, 1 fertilized, stopped growing day 3