May 2018 Moms

TW- I'm Out-----> UPDATE

justsuziejustsuzie member
edited September 2017 in May 2018 Moms
I think it's game over for us....

Brown spotting started right when I got my bfp.  I had pink spotting this morning and it turned into a gush of bright red.  Of course the doctor says wait it out over the weekend and if yadyadyada I fill a pad in an hour go to the E.R.  (We are not new to this as this will unfortunately be our third loss this year.). It was great getting to know you all and good luck for the rest of you!  Don't feel bad for me as I rather this happen now than draw out for another 3-4 weeks like my last miscarriage.  I know it is all part of my body telling me that there was something wrong with this little bean.

Update:
HOLY EFFING SH$T.......

We went in today to confirm the mc and there was a heartbeat!  Seriously in shock.  I was actually  measuring ahead by 2 days.  Needless to say we are in shock. My husband and I already told our parents and friends that we had miscarried.   We have also decided to switch doctors because our doctor had told me I was miscarrying over the weekend without really assessing me just basing it on my symptoms...(I mean there was a lot of blood and clots but my husband convinced me that she shouldn't have put the idea of miscarrying in my mind considering we had just come off of a MC in May.)

So we are going to try and sit back and relax now and not stress.  I am staying off google and not researching heartbeats and size and all that bullsh$t.  Just going to try and keep my cool.  Sorry for the false alarm.    Thank you all for your support.  We aren't out of the woods yet as I am still having bleeding but as someone said...they can put a man on the moon but cannot explain early pregnancy bleeding.  I feel silly for getting all worked up...good thing we have therapy today!

 
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Re: TW- I'm Out-----> UPDATE

  • I'm very sorry. I've enjoyed getting to know you a bit. Good luck. I hope you get your sticky baby soon. 


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  • Noooooo!!  I don't even know what to say except that I am so sorry that you are going through this again...it's incredibly unfair.  I've been thinking about you lots over the past few days especially, and will continue to do so as you walk this road.  Please take as best care of yourself as you can...you'll be missed around here!
  • I'm so sorry!  You are in my thoughts and prayers. 

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  • So very sorry for your loss, and the third in a year at that. I'll be thinking of you and hoping you have healthy, sticky baby growing very soon.
  • So sorry for your loss ❤️ it's not easy losing a little one. You'll be in my prayers ❤️❤️❤️
  • @justsuzie Ugh my heart sank when I saw this, I'm so so sorry. I can't imagine how you guys are feeling. Take good care of each other over the coming days. I'll be thinking and praying for you- hoping things might still be okay. 
  • I'm so sad to read this. I'll be praying/thinking of you guys:-(
  • I'm so sorry. Lots of love to you. 
  • So so sorry. You're in my thoughts and prayers  <3
  • Oh @justsuzie I am so sorry. I hope you find some answers and are able to have a sticky baby soon.  <3
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  • It was great getting to know you through your posts and best of luck to you and your family.  
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  • I'm so so sorry. I really hope you get your takehome rainbow baby soon. 

  • justsuzie said:
    Thank you all for the kind words. Unfortunately the only thing we can do now is ride I it out until Monday when we can see if I passed everything naturally. Sadly we know the drill  :(  And our doctor said she is referring us to an RE now. Not information I was really caring about when I called to tell her I'm miscarrying. 

    Last rant- I called on Thursday and Friday telling them I knew something was wrong and they said I was fine. We know our bodies. And doctors need to understand that. I know there's nothing they could have done but not being made feel like you are pestering them or are over exaggerating helps things suck less to a woman with anxiety. 
    I'm so sorry this is happening and on top of that you didn't get the validation or support you were needing from your medical team.  
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  • So sorry for your losses @justsuzie. It was great to have you with us and I pray you get
    Your rainbow baby soon. Hopefully the RE will provide some answers. 
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  • I'm so sorry to see this, and it's even worse that your doctors don't listen to you. Lots of thoughts headed your way, I wish you all the best in your journey ❤
  • I am so so sorry to read this. I had all my fingers crossed for you. Sending you so many hugs and so much love. ❤
  • I am so sorry for you loss. I will keep you in my thoughts and prayers and I hope you get your rainbow baby soon.

    it has been lovely getting to know you a bit xx
  • I'm so sorry about all that you're going through. Hopefully the RE will be able to give you a better support and information.
  • I'm so sorry to see this. Sending you love and hugs ❤️
  • Very sorry to see this. You are right, you knew your body. I can't wait for your intro into a new bmb soon. Hugs girl  <3<3
  • I am so sorry. You with be in my thoughts and prayers <3
  • I am so sorry for your loss. Sending lots of love and thoughts and prayers ❤️
  • I'm so sorry you have to go through this again, I hope your next doctor is more willing to listen to you.  <3
  •  Oh,  @justsuzie, I'm so sorry to hear this.   Sending creepy internet hugs.   I hope you get some answers soon.   

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  • I'm so so sorry to hear this. I'll be praying for your family
  • I can't imagine the pain you're going through right now, I'm so sorry.  You're in my thoughts.  The TTGP board is an amazing group of women, you should check them out.  I hope you find some support.  It was nice to get to know you.


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  • I'm so sorry @justsuzie I was rooting for you. Peace and love to you and your family.
  • I'm so sorry. You are a strong lady and I hope that if you do go to the RE, he/she is a better fit: more compassionate, very experienced, and that he/she trusts your intuition. Thinking of you  <3
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  • So sorry for your loss. Hopefully you will get your rainbow baby soon.















  • I'm so sorry to hear, the Dr telling you that things are fine is only adding to the frustration and helplessness of the whole situation. I admire your strength going through this as much as you have. Hoping for the best outcome possible in this shit situation and that you get the support you need. 
  • So sorry to hear this. You will be missed. Fingers crossed you have a rainbow baby in the near future. 
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  • I'm so, so sorry. Wishing you all the best for the future. 
  • So sorry you're going through this. 
  • Ugh.  I am so disappointed to hear this.  Take care of yourself.  I'm thinking about you and hoping you will get some answers from the RE.  
  • Oh I am so sorry to read this, I'll be thinking of you and your family, all the loves and hugs.
  • I'm so sorry! Miscarriage is pretty common in my family so I know the fear, but I can't imagine the actually pain of loss. 
  • Oh no, this is terrible, I'm so sorry. You're a very strong person, let that strength guide you. Or feel absolutely justified to tell it to shove it and  take a nice break from everything. We'll miss you and be thinking about you. Wish you the best
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  • Wow!  That's an awesome update!!!  <3

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  • Yay!!!! I'm so happy for you!  What a whirlwind of emotions. Good idea to stay away from Dr. Google!!

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