New here, (1 child & loss mentioned)

str14

i am new to this board and IVF, I am currently stimming, day 4. I have a 3 y/o, conceived naturally after 7 months, have had 2 MC since with 11 months and 7 months trying for each. I am 40 and have been diagnosed with DOR. I am trying to stay positive. Is it normal to feel horrid going through this? I have had a migraine since day 2, I feel like an awful wife and mother because I just want to sleep. I keep trying to tell myself to keep my eye on the prize.