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February 2018 Moms
kbelly777
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This may be goodbye- trigger warning- *final update 2
kbelly777
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**final update**
My journey with you precious women has come to an end. My ultrasound results were not good yesterday. The heartbeat had all but disappeared and no growth had happened since last week's scan. The plan now is to see if I naturally miscarry over the weekend and if not I'll have a D&C next week.
I sincerely wish wish you all happy and healthy pregnancies.
Thank you you so much for the prayers and kind words this past week.
**Update 2**
***update***
I'm still bleeding and cramping. Sometimes it's brown-ish and sometimes it's bright red. It's still pretty light- not filling up a single pad all day. I'm trying to remain hopeful, but my heart is breaking. I'll get the blood results sometime tomorrow morning. I hope you all know what a comfort your words have been to me. You make the wait a little less lonely for me. Thank you all. ***
Original post:
i hope you don't think I'm crazy for posting now since haven't been as active on the board as I have wanted to be. I did post an intro though and add my name to the spreadsheet. Life has just been chaotic with a mission trip and the start of a new job for me.
I'm just so sad and scared and I wanted to know if any of you have had similar experiences. Prayers are welcome too for those of you who are the praying type.
I started spotting brown last night and it turned bright red this morning. I went to the doctor and The baby only measured 6 weeks and I'm supposed to be 8 based of the first day of my last period and the date of likely conception.
They took blood but the results won't be back till Wednesday so now all we can do is wait.
I dont know know if I should be hopeful or not. My cervix was closed , the baby was "high" in my uterus, and the heart was beating, but I don't see how I could only be six weeks along. That would mean I got my BFP at the same time I was supposedly conceiving. I'm still bleeding too.
Thanks for your time reading all this. We haven't told a lot of people yet and I don't know who to talk to about it.
My journey with you precious women has come to an end. My ultrasound results were not good yesterday. The heartbeat had all but disappeared and no growth had happened since last week's scan. The plan now is to see if I naturally miscarry over the weekend and if not I'll have a D&C next week.
I sincerely wish wish you all happy and healthy pregnancies.
Thank you you so much for the prayers and kind words this past week.
**Update 2**
Finally got the lab results call. HCG levels were good (praise!) but progesterone was a bit low so I am being put on a supplement.
Still hoping (and praying) that the baby will have had good growth at my ultrasound next Tuesday. We are still not sure why the baby measured so small Monday.
There is still the possibility that the baby isn't viable and isn't growing well, but my body hasn't "noticed" yet so my levels are still high.
Thank you all again for your kind words and encouragement!
Thank you all again for your kind words and encouragement!
***update***
I'm still bleeding and cramping. Sometimes it's brown-ish and sometimes it's bright red. It's still pretty light- not filling up a single pad all day. I'm trying to remain hopeful, but my heart is breaking. I'll get the blood results sometime tomorrow morning. I hope you all know what a comfort your words have been to me. You make the wait a little less lonely for me. Thank you all. ***
Original post:
i hope you don't think I'm crazy for posting now since haven't been as active on the board as I have wanted to be. I did post an intro though and add my name to the spreadsheet. Life has just been chaotic with a mission trip and the start of a new job for me.
I'm just so sad and scared and I wanted to know if any of you have had similar experiences. Prayers are welcome too for those of you who are the praying type.
I started spotting brown last night and it turned bright red this morning. I went to the doctor and The baby only measured 6 weeks and I'm supposed to be 8 based of the first day of my last period and the date of likely conception.
They took blood but the results won't be back till Wednesday so now all we can do is wait.
I dont know know if I should be hopeful or not. My cervix was closed , the baby was "high" in my uterus, and the heart was beating, but I don't see how I could only be six weeks along. That would mean I got my BFP at the same time I was supposedly conceiving. I'm still bleeding too.
Thanks for your time reading all this. We haven't told a lot of people yet and I don't know who to talk to about it.
Re: This may be goodbye- trigger warning- *final update 2
TTC #1 since April 2015
RE Dx: Fibroids, surgery Jan 2016
IUI #1 and #2, Nov/Dec 2016, BFN
IVF March 2017: ER - 5R/3M/3F, 1 PGS normal
Polyp removed May 2017
FET May 2017 - BFP!
Baby boy born 2/2/18
IF veterans; #1 conceived on second clomid+HCG+IUI, #2 conceived on 1st Letrozole+HCG+IUI
EDD: Feb 5, 2018
DD #1 3/26/13
Mo/Mo twins MMC 3/31/14
DD #2 3/31/15
DD #3 8/25/16
DD: Aug '16
10/2017: Twins confirmed with TTTS at 22 weeks.
10/10/17 Twin B passed after in utero surgery
11/2/17 Twin A & B born
11/26/17: Twin A passed after 24 days fighting in the NICU
Benched 6 months
BFP: 6/28/18 MC:7/16/18 BO
BFP: 10/2/18 EDD 6/15/18
DS 2/17/15
BFP 6/12/17
EDD 2/18/17
Married the most patient man on the planet: May 16, 2009
Me: 30; DH: 30
BFP: June 25, 2014; EDD: March 9/10, 2015
4 fur babies: 2 dogs & 2 cats
Married: May 2015
TTC since September 2015
Married: 2012
BFP #1 Sept 2014, MMC Dec 2014 | BFP #2 May 2015, DD Jan 2016
BFP #1 11/28/09 ~ EDD 8/6/10 ~ DS Born 8/9/10
BFP #2 8/27/13 ~ EDD 5/8/14 ~ Natural MC 9/18/13 at 6 weeks, 6 days
BFP#3 3/28/14 ~ EDD 12/7/14 ~ DD Born 11/21/14
BFP#4 6/15/17 ~ EDD 2/20/18