*Update. I had the D&C yesterday evening. The process was surreal. While we are still in pain and know the healing will take time, we are at peace. Thank you so much everyone for the kind words and support, they help more than you know. Good luck to all of you!
Hi all, this is the hardest thing I've ever had to write. I posted earlier this week that I was having brown spotting/cramping but was given confirmation by my MD that everything looked good and we heard the heartbeat by doppler (Monday morning). The brown spotting continued although the cramping has been minimal to none, but I was not able to find the heartbeat with my fetal doppler after Tuesday morning. I couldn't shake this bad feeling so I went to have an elective US today. The baby was not moving and there was no heartbeat. After things are confirmed with the doctor tomorrow they are going to try to fit me in for a D&C. You all are so great and I wish nothing but the best and happy and healthy babes for all of you!
I'm so sorry you have to walk this path. It is one of the hardest things you'll ever have to do. Have faith that this babe just wasn't strong enough. I trust that there will come a time when we understand why this wasn't meant to be. Be kind to yourself as you heal. Take care
Me: 30 DH: 31 Married: 2012 BFP #1 Sept 2014, MMC Dec 2014 | BFP #2 May 2015, DD Jan 2016 | BFP #3 May 2017, MC July 2017 | BFP #4 Jan 2018, MC Feb 2018 | BFP #5 July 2018, fingers crossed
I'm sorry for your loss. Take care of yourself and know that you're not alone. I hope those closest to you provide comfort as you all grieve. Sending you big hugs.
Me: 40, DH: 35 / Married: 2009; TTC #1: 2013
2013 - 2015: 5 pregnancies —> 5 miscarriages
TTCAL with RE (RPL specialist): February 2016
2016: 3 medicated TI cycles —> 3 medicated IUI cycles: All BFN
Re: **TW update**
DS2: Jan. 2016
DS3: Dec. 2017
Baby #4 on the way!
come a time when we understand why this wasn't meant to be. Be kind to yourself as you heal. Take care
Married: 2012
BFP #1 Sept 2014, MMC Dec 2014 | BFP #2 May 2015, DD Jan 2016 | BFP #3 May 2017, MC July 2017 | BFP #4 Jan 2018, MC Feb 2018 | BFP #5 July 2018, fingers crossed
Me: 40, DH: 35 / Married: 2009; TTC #1: 2013
2013 - 2015: 5 pregnancies —> 5 miscarriages
TTCAL with RE (RPL specialist): February 2016
2016: 3 medicated TI cycles —> 3 medicated IUI cycles: All BFN
Donor Egg IVF Transfer: May 1, 2017
May 11, 2017: BFP!! Beta #1: 449.1, Beta #2: 844, Beta #3: 1714
EDD: 1/17/18, it's a GIRL! E. L. A. born 12/7/2017
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J18 December Siggy Challenge: Christmas Movies!
EDD: 1/6/2018
Eva Jane: 7/23/2014
SD: 21 & SS: 17
BFP #2 6/3/2020
*Trigger Warning*
Born via emergency c-section - 8lb, 19.75 in, 100% stubborn BFP Chart
8 cycles of unmedicated trying = BFP!! - EDD 1/10/18
*Waiting for Baby Eags 2.0*;
Jan '18 December Siggy Challenge: Christmas Movies
DD1 EDD 9/29/2015, Born 9/24/2015
DS1 EDD 1/3/2018, Born 12/26/2017
BFP #3 3/21/2019, EDD 11/29/2019, MMC/D&C 5/7/2019
BFP #4 6/28/2019, EDD 3/12/2020
BFP#3 5/22/17 | MC 6/17/17 at 7w3d