I am hoping it is just pregnancy hormones but I am just feeling discouraged today about everything. I am also crying all the tears because I have had a headache all day. Which by the way does not help the headache.
One of my best friends of 20 years, like a brother to me, proposed to his gf tonight. I have literally spent the whole evening sporadically busting out in happy tears. He was one of those "never getting married" types and she's turned him in to mush. I love it!
A friend of mine's mom passed away last weekend and DS1 drew her a picture of her and her mom for me to send her so she feels better. He folded it all up and handed it to me and when I opened it to see I started sobbing. He is so unbelievably sweet!
I'm at a conference and a key speaker was Noelle Pikus Pace. For those of you that don't know her, she is a 2014 Olympic medalist that had many setbacks, including getting run over by a bobsled, breaking bones and needing a rod put in her leg, months before the 2010 Olympics - told she wouldn't compete and still managed to and placed 4th. She lost her 3rd child at 18w. I'm 18w now and pretty much lost it through her entire story and achievements. I got to meet her, she rubbed my belly and gave me the biggest hug again. I'm crying as I write this.
I'm crying (inside) because kids got chopped on Chopped Junior AND they are way better cooks than I will ever be even though I'm at least 3x their age.
It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
Re: Why My Pregnant Self is Crying 6/9
He's not even a year old yet, I need to calm down.
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https://vigilantcitizen.com/moviesandtv/something-is-terribly-wrong-with-many-kids-videos-on-youtube/
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
those kids are badass!!!