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Afraid to test :-/

mrs.h11813mrs.h11813 member
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Hey ladies, 

I have two failed IVF's under my belt and this is my second cycle after the last. I am currently at CD 37. Usually my cycle is only around 28-30 days. But I am afraid to test and be let down :neutral:
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Re: Afraid to test :-/

  • funkykeyfunkykey member
    I'd be afraid too! Do you have a beta scheduled?

    I'd probably put off the test as long as possible, tbh! GL!
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  • Hopeful_momHopeful_mom member
    how are you feeling?  Did you do another transfer or did you try naturally?  Wasn't sure from your post.  Agree with above ^^^^^ blood test is probably best.  good luck!
    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

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  • mrs.h11813mrs.h11813 member
    @funkykey and @Hopeful_mom this was a natural cycle, no temping, or charting, we kind of just gave up. We just had our last IVF in April so AF in May was normal around CD29. I tested this morning with a cheap test and it was a BFN. So now I just guess I am waiting for AF to show up. This process leaves you so broken. We are done with IVF as we can't afford another cycle. 
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  • funkykeyfunkykey member
    Ugh, I'm sorry. It really is so awful!

    Once after an IUI I had a 32 day cycle, and even my H was so hopeful it was the one. Nope! The extra long cycles are such a mindf*ck.
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  • mrs.h11813mrs.h11813 member
    @funkykey yes! we went straight for IVF because they said with DH having 0-1% normal morphology it was our only option. His counts and Motility are normal but the little buggers aren't shaped right. We did the two rounds of IVF w/ ICSI and both failed. We are just at a stand still now... I see you have IVF coming up. I wish you the best! 
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  • Hopeful_momHopeful_mom member
    mrs.h11813 sorry to hear IF just sucks!!  I'm sorry u haven't been successful try and have fun TTC and hopefully you'll get a pleasant surprise soon!  This is not a fun process and it breaks you down for sure.  hang in there!
    History of TTC in spoiler box
    TTC since 2014
    Unexplained Infertility - but I am 40...Low AMH .30
    7 - IUI (50mg-150mg Clomid) Feb - August 2016 all BFN 
    IVF#1 August 2016 (Antagonist protocol 4/5 eggs) Cancelled cycle :( RE thought I would get at least 10.
    IVF#2 Sept 2016 (microdose luporn pro - disappearing follies, ONLY ONE, convert to IUI) BFN
    IVF#3 November 2016 (4 ER, 3 F,  3DT)-BFP  with TWINS // MC both at almost 10wks  :'( 
    IVF#4 March 2017 //EPP  (10 ER (1 wonky so 9 ER) 7F, 3B (5AB, (2)5BB) PGS tested- ALL abnormal  :'( 
    IVF#5 April 2017 // EPP (7 ER, 7F yes! 6B) 2/5 day 4/6 day - 2 PGS normal! yes!! :)
    IVF#6 May 2017 // Antagonist didn't have time for Estrogen Priming...(4 ER, 3 F, 3B) (5AB, (2) 5BB) 2 PGS normal, yes!! :)
    IVF#7 June 2017 // EPP praying this is it and then on to an FET!

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