Hi all! I finally found the courage to post on here. I see your stories of strength, love, and support and thought that I would be in great company. Tomorrow I have my FET. I am trying really hard to just "be". I don't want to be overalls optimistic or pessimistic...so I'm coasting this time around, praying, laughing, and really try to be stress- free. I had a failed fresh IVF cycle and then a positive FET with a miscarriage and D&C at 7 weeks. It's amazing how I was almost snarky and thought this would be a cake walk as I had so many follicles initially. All the follicles and only 5 made it to day 5 blastocyst. Humility as it's finest sink in. After tomorrow, the quality of the other two decreases a lot. So I wish I could not think about it, but my progesterone sore lumps makes that pretty impossible. I going to dwell on a simple acronym- P.E.A.C.E. "Positive Energy Activates Constant Elevation." Trusting Him and Hoping.