@captainfoxtrot I am so sorry. My thoughts and prayers are with you. It is an extremely tough process, so please allow yourself time to grieve and feel whatever you feel when you feel it. Don't keep it all bottled up.
It's funny how it's the little things in life that mean the most...not where you live, or what you drive, or the price tag on your clothes... There's no dollar sign on a piece of mind, this I've come to know! *ZBB*
Sending all the healing thoughts your way. please take care of yourself. Know you are surrounded by support in this online community. I am so sorry you have to go through this....
Re: *TW* Bleeding
TTC 9/2016 BFP 12/9/16 EDD 8/21/17 NMC 1/8/16 at 7w6d
TTC 2/2017 BFP 3/6/17 EDD 11/17/17 DS born 11/25/17 via ECS
TTC 12/2018 BFP 6/2/19 EDD 2/12/20 NMC / BO at 7 weeks, low progesterone
TTC 7/2019 BFP 8/21/19 EDD 4/22/20 CP at 5 weeks
TTC 8/19 IUI #1 w/ Clomid + Ovidrel + progesterone BFN, IUI 2 and 3 w/ Letrozole + Ovidrel + progesterone,
IUI 4 Follistim + Ovidrel + progesterone BFP 1/9/20 EDD 9/18/20
AMA, ITP in pregnancy, vWD type II - low Factor VIII, unexplained RPL and secondary infertility
Married 9-19-2009
Baby Karrot 2.0 - 6.25.2015 - He's here! Via VBAC @ 36 weeks.
Eta: Honestly, more than days and weeks. Months and months. Be kind to yourself.
~EDD Nov 18, 2017 with my IUI success story~
[spoiler]
For anyone who wants the details, I wrote it up in the TTCAL board:
https://forums.thebump.com/discussion/12709306/new-here-loss#latest
Dating: 10/23/2013
Married: 6/13/2014
TTC since June 2016
BFP #1: 3/2/17 - MC 5/22/17
DD- 9
DS-6
c/p- April 2016
missed m/c- 6w5d; discovered 8w2d- September 2016