My BF is everytime I post a pic it's a compressed click-to-view file so I can't even effectively post GIFs. Boo.
I'm an emotional wreck today. I just want to go home and cuddle with the baby and nap. I hate being a working mom.
I feel like a child throwing a tantrum so apologies in advance if that's the vibe I'm giving off. I'm kinda bummed about yesterday. I always psych myself up secretly for special "me" days (birthdays, etc.) and H just does not deliver. I know I can't expect him to read my mind but just a little effort would be nice to let me know I mean enough to bother planning something, even a little thing. Don't get me wrong, we have a very loving relationship. He just grew up where nothing was special about birthdays/holidays and without any traditions, really. I have tried to explain to him how much I love birthdays and I think everybody should feel special on their birthday (it's not my birthday. This is just an example), yet it's still always a flop. Every year. I guess I just need to learn to manage my expectations
I had high hopes for First Mother's Day! But, alas...
@AllyTheKid H made me French toast in the morning, which was sweet because he hates it and he did it all by himself. There was a card on the table which he bought when we were out together the day before. And then...that was it. Literally, that was it. We visited our moms, went grocery shopping, I did dishes, laundry, made dinner...
Don't shut down the pity party because I don't want to party alone!