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vlagrl29

@sp128   At least you have something to focus on.  I was in shock of my CP when the nurse told me but by the end of the convo and DH was talking to her it hit me and I started bawling.  DD knew something was up.  I had DH tell her and 2 sets of parents.  I texted my mom the news.  I woke up the next morning with tears in my eyes and I wasn't even crying.  They were just coming out with zero effort.

I just really hope we are KU by my due date of August 26.  I have an adult student who is due Aug 16.  It doesn't upset me too much because I know it took them 2 years to conceive.  She had a heart shaped uterus and got surgery and apparently that did the trick.  I hear about people with these types of issues and here I am totally fine, have 1 living child, cycles picture perfect and yet nothing.  It can be frustrating.

SP128

@vlagrl29 This is all really tough stuff.  All this is so unfair.  Right now I think I'm just a little numb.  The whole month has been a whirlwind of making multiple calls to the RE's office and the insurance company to get me approved for IVF.  Then the CP happened. I just hope that one day I'll get my baby.  It would be so much easier if I knew this struggle will all be worth it in the end.  

I hope you get KU too lady.  

vlagrl29

@sp128 I'll be having my annual with my OB end of August and even if I do decide to give clomid a whirl I'm so afraid I'll possibly kill something.  Because of the period I get the first month I'm pregnant. I'd hate to blame myself again for something that was in my control.

That is a lot you had to deal with in a short amount of time.  I was dealing with all the fertility tests in december.  The week after the hsg i found out i was pregnant then the next week i found out it wasn't healthy.  I was pretty much useless for at least 2 weeks.  DH had to do a LOT of stuff for me because I was just so tired all the time.

SP128

@vlagrl29 Can you get a beta done even though you have your period so you ca be sure?  

I am exhausted.  Dinner can be the dam leftover spaghetti and meatballs. I don't really care

sprkls8506

@vlagrl29 one month. My due date would have been mid June. I never really got an official one. I have all of these parties coming up and I was supposed to have a squishy baby. 

@Mack2342 def will be thinking of you Fri!! 

@SP128 def a good attitude! Plans are good. 

vlagrl29

@sp128 you probably can but for me I don't think it shows up til around cd12. Clomid is taken before then I think. Part of me would want to try it and part of me just wants to leave it to God as crazy as that sounds. 

Im going to go to yoga tonight, I need to decide on dinner soon.

sprkls8506

I hope both of you ladies get ur babies soon! I was really hoping to be pregnant by June but I'm not getting my hopes up. 

vlagrl29

Thanks @sprkls8506 -  I have hopes for you too.  I know how when it only takes 1 month the first time anything longer feels like forever.  DD was conceived in 1 month.

ladipale

just catching up on this thread. @Mack2342 is right - due dates are HARD! When Sept 10 rolled around last year, we had just started trying again and it was an impossibly hard day... and now July is coming quick. My due date was 7/10 and I've got one more shot to be pregnant again before then. Its getting harder as that day approaches - our whole summer plans changed when we lost the babies (summer of 16 and this summer of 17). it can be hard sometimes to pull myself out of it and back into the now.

sprkls8506

@ladipale so hard! I feel like I want to go into hiding. I told the hubby we need to stay extra busy in June.  Hopefully you get pregnant before your due date