MIght be long and confusing but I really need input on this... So with my first pregnancy, I was pretty young and had no support from anyone really other than my partner. Fast-forward 5 years and now i'm pregnant again (got pregnant on birth control) so it was unplanned but not unwanted, I'd never personally would want an abortion after having a miscarriage... Anyways, i tend to dwell on stuff and can't get over the fact that he seems so much more less supportive and overall uninterested in me. I don't ever get a kiss or any affection unless i start it. I don't get "hey how are you doing" texts throughout the day,. or not even tonight when I was at the hospital for contractions at 25 weeks. Im just overwhelmed with stress and can't decide if i'm overreacting or just needy. I just for once want to feel supported and wanted during pregnancy. I was cheated on last summer and got over that but I can't help but to think i can't compare to her in his eyes? Like being with me is just so he doesnt look bad? I never get any straight answers when I ask if he really wants me...and part of me just takes it because I feel like having at least a little something is better than not having him at all. I'm just tired of feeling so unwanted...I see other pregnant couples and always wish It could be like that...I want someone to ask about me, to be interested in me and the baby, to WANT to feel the kicks and pick out baby stuff with me...I want to be able to be like other pregnant women with supportive husbands that truly show they love them...It brings me down so bad when I realize I dont have that...that all my pregnancies have been miserable and stressful... I think about it all the time, I can't get over the fact that most of the time I feel lonely...or like a big inconvenience...like it would be easier for him if I just left with our girls and gave him a free pass to live his life as a single man with no responsibilities....and I hate that it feels that way but the awful way he talks about me to his friends and the fact that he wont stop talking to his ex drives me crazy every single day. There is not a day that goes by that I just wish he loved me as much as i loved him...or at least show it through my pregnancy...i feel like after i'm pregnant he'll end up leaving...i probably sound so stupid for wanting someone so badly that shows no interest in me....I feel like I give all my support and affection and get nothing back...sometimes i'm scared I won't love this baby as much as i love my daughter...i'm just drained..