I had 2 miscarriages in 2016, and am now 5w1d. For the first week I actually felt really positive and okay about this pregnancy. I'm on Lovenox and progesterone now, and I started out feeling more pregnant this time than with the last two. But on Saturday I started to have really bad lower back pain that reminded me too much of my last miscarriage, and Sunday morning in addition to the back pain I'm now getting these low cramps. I know all of this can happen when you're pregnant anyways, but my PGAL brain won't let me relax, it keeps saying it feels too similar to how I feel before I get my period, and I'm just filled with utter anxiety. On top of that, the 5th week is when I miscarried the last two times, so that's just adding to everything. I've been seeing a therapist about my past miscarriages, but I haven't been able to see her since I got pregnant and won't be able to until early February. Did anyone of you feel this way, and is there a point in the pregnancy you get to where you feel like it's going to be okay?