We had our first ultrasound this morning. We saw the sac but the baby had stopped growing at 6 and a half weeks. I was supposed to be 8 and a half. Three days prior to this I had spotting and I just knew. In my heart, I knew. This is my first miscarriage and I don't wish this pain or heartache on anyone. I don't really know what to do with myself or how to greive. My love goes out to all of you who have experienced a loss. I never truly understood. This event will most likely haunt me for the rest of my life and I am overcome with heartbreak. I wish you all the best, I really really do. Love to you all.
I'm so sorry for you loss. It is by far the worst feeling in the world. The ladies on the Miscarriage board are lovely and can give you advice as well. Be sure to take sometime for yourself and remember "there was nothing that you did wrong". I had to keep telling myself that.
Re: TW bye ladies
1/7/2015 Twins born @ 34 weeks
11.2011 - DS1
02.2013 - loss at 6 wks
06.2014 - DS2
10.2015 - loss at 12 wks
03.2017 - DD
DS born 8.11.14
BFP #2: 9.14.16, EDD: 5.24.17
Married 8/27/2011
BFP #1 9/28/2011 DS born 5/22/2012
BFP #2 4/24/2013 m/c 4/25/2013 at 4w
BFP #3 1/31/2014 DD born 10/14/2014
BFP #4 1/20/2016 m/c 2/12/2014 at 7w2d
BFP #5 8/19/2016 DS2 born 4/29/2017
BFP #6 3/7/2018 EDD 11/18/2018
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Me: 36 DH:35
Married: 7/10/2016
TTC#1 - May 2016
BFP 9/6/2016 - Missed MC 10/20/2016
BFP 5/5/2017 - CP
IVF #1 - June 2017 - Transferred 1 fresh 4 AA embryo. 7/9 Beta #1 - 161
Adam Born on 3/18/18