Just sharing...

PabloAndChristine

Today is 3 months from when our baby girl went to heaven. I didn't even think about it until my mom sent me a message after arguing with me (because I started running again... I ran 1 mile and she's trying to convince me that running is bad for me because it will affect my hormones!) Anyway, just got really down. Probably partly because I feel guilty I didn't remember today (I've thought about it many time before today though!). Partly because I feel guilty because I feel like I'm doing better than I should. Most days I feel fine- a "new normal" because I think about her and what happened to me constantly, but most of the time it doesn't bring me down. Partly because I am just so so sad she's not here with us. I'm doing ok, just having a down moment and need to share and my husband is out of town tonight. 

tviste

I am so sorry that you are going through this. I lost my daughter 2.5 years ago and I still have my down moments. Take the time you need to grieve and think about your daughter. Even though she is not with you on earth, she is still a huge part of your life. I always tell myself that when I am thinking about my daughter, it must mean that she is thinking about me!

And if you enjoy running and it helps you with your new normal -  keep on running. 

Thoughts and prayers for you tonight. 

Deepoet

You are doing just fun. It is OK to live your life! 
I think about my sweet girl all the time. I look at babies that were born when she was supposed to be and I wonder. Its been a while since I have let myself cry and I am due for a good long session, but its all OK.
We all grieve and move on in different ways! You are doing great!!! Keep up the good work!! 

msunshine123

You're a great Mom! Your daughter would want you to be happy and living your life. So you forgot the exact date - no biggie people get caught up in things all the time and loose track of time and the significance of certain dates. Be kind to yourself. Hugs to you.

PabloAndChristine

Thanks all. Today is her due date. Definitely haven't forgotten that!