Hi everyone. I am 9wks 5days pregnant after 2 early MCs last year. I am feeling all the side effects of pregnancy which is reassuring, from nausea, weight gain, sensitive and LARGE breasts. But I am still having a hard time getting excited and feeling any type of bond. Previously, I felt connected the moment we found out we're pregnant. This time my fear of loss seems to be inhibiting any and all of those feelings.
Any advice, recommendations, similar stories would be greatly appreciated.
Thank you!
Re: Afraid to get excited
BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
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Diagnoses and Treatments
PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
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BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏
My friend told me to say several times a day when I'm feeling the doubt, "I am pregnant and I love this baby."
I cry every time I say it. But it helps.