I just need to vent a little. We lost out baby to a miscarriage, he was 15 weeks, during March 2016. We conceived a few months later and I will (hopefully) be 10 weeks tomorrow. I loved being pregnant last time around. I was so giddy and happy and making all sorts of plans for the future. This time around, I hate being pregnant. I love our baby inside of me, but I am trying to keep distanced from him/her emotionally. Every single little symptom I have, I freak out over. I check for blood every time I go to the bathroom. This morning, I had a thick, white, stretchy discharge that I've never had with pregnancy before. I thought I had lost my mucous plug only to realize that cervical mucous is typical during pregnancy. I cancel plans because of my anxiety. I am taking progesterone shots in the ass twice a week. I just hate being on the edge all the time with no reassurance that everything is going to be ok or not. That's all...thanks for letting me vent a little.