My partner and I are extremely lucky to both do 4-day work weeks. That allows us each a day home with the baby, so he only needs daycare 3 days a week, and we have a nice balance between our working lives and quality time with the kid. This arrangement started at the beginning of July, when I went back to work. So to be fair, my partner has only ever spent whole days alone with the baby for the past few weeks. We all know how overwhelming that can be at first.
BUT. I am really annoyed with him.
He dotes on our son and takes great care of him. I know that. Our son takes long naps of 1.5 - 2 hours pretty consistently now. Even on days when he's clingy and needy while awake, this long napping time gives ample opportunity to get stuff done around the house and to recover a bit. You know...doing some dishes...unloading the dishwasher...doing a load of laundry...taking care of clutter...watering the plants...vacuuming...taking out the trash....of course I wouldn't expect all this stuff to get done in one day, but I tend to use at least part of the naps to get some of these tasks out of the way so the apartment doesn't go to hell. Once I've gotten something productive done, I'll take the rest of the baby's nap to do something for myself (nap, read, watch TV, whatever). My partner apparently just sits around in front of the computer or TV the whole time. Every time he's had his daddy day, I come home after a long day of work to a messy apartment with NONE of the household things done. Nada.
To make matters worse, my partner has also been really bitchy by the time I get home. He's snappy and irritated and takes things the wrong way no matter what I say or do. Basically picking fights.
I feel like I'm shouldering more than my fair share here. I get more shit done around the house, I get less sleep as I handle all the baby's night feedings, and I work just as many hours. The last thing I need to deal with is an unpleasant partner. I'm really unhappy with the situation right now.
SUPER FRUSTRATED with my partner, in fact, who is in bed as I type this while I am left to clean up after his daddy day.
@#$%!
@#$!#%$%^^^
Re: Vent vent vent vent. Please excuse this rant.
I think I will try to give him more time to adjust before I talk to him about this. He's only had 3 daddy days. And if it is necessary to have a discussion, I need to NOT bring it up on his daddy day, but preferably a day when we've both been home and nobody is tired or stressed out. Otherwise it will just become an argument.
But yea. Part of the reality of parenting is that you still have household tasks that don't involve baby. Those have to get done sometime. Every couple has to figure out something that works for them, but we had discussed equal shares...and right now it definitley isn't equal!!
Our house is SO CLOSE to being finished, but he's lost interest and he goes back to work on Monday. All I need is the drywall done; I can paint and put pictures back up and unpack everything. I can't handle living in a construction zone any longer!!!!!!
Phew, okay. Thank you. I've needed to get that off my chest.