Hi. I'm new to the bump. It's hard to find infertility boards that stay active. Infertility is like a taboo subject yet so many of us have various infertility issues. I have PCOS, hypothyroid, and pre-diabetes. I was diagnosed with PCOS in 2007 a few months before I got married. I married my now ExH and we tried for a yearish to get pregnant with clomid eventually switching to an RE but never completed any treatments through them. They were going to have me do shots which never happened because we stopped trying (ExH had drug issues and couldn't stay sober). Long story short I divorced him in 2009 and have been single since (yes it sucks). I have had a lot of death in my family the last six years (both dads (step & bio), both grandma's, a stepbrother, & other family members). I tried the adoption route and was certified through my county to adopt via children services but that never morphed into anything. My caseworker wasn't worth anything and was no help at all. Last year I inquired about starting fertility treatments again if it was possible given my health issues and that I'm overweight. My gyno put me in touch with the most awesome fertility treatment clinic. They are just the best. I had surgery to remove polyps last spring and started my first IUI last fall. I did two IUI's which were both BFN. I didn't pursue the third one due to being my dad's primary caretaker. He passed the end of February. I've had a really hard time since he passed (depression, panic attacks, insomnia) and am in counseling and all of my doctors are aware of what's going on. My RE put me on melatonin, CoQ10, prenatal vitamins, and prometrium. I'm also on synthroid, metformin, vitamin D, and iron. I haven't had a cycle since last fall after my second IUI so I'm on prometrium to help that along until I decide to pursue my third IUI. The big question's I've been dealing with is when to do my third IUI (but I know I'm not completely ready yet) and what route will I go if this one is also BFN. Do I keep trying IUI's? Look into IVF? Go back to adoption again? Sigh and ugh. It's soo frustrating. I will be a single mom by choice since there's no man in my life. I do have a furbaby and seven nieces and nephews. I'm open to making new friends and have ladies that understand the journey I'm on as my family doesn't understand. Sorry for rambling. I hope you all have a great day!!!