Talk me out of peeing on more sticks

PerraSucia

So I'm 10dp5dt and my betas yesterday were shit. My BFP was Monday and CRAZY faint on a wondfo ad slightly darker Tuesday. I'm thinking he just implanted late and wondfos are crazy sensitive, but am losing my mind about it. 

My thought is my HCG should be high enough now that mid day pee can detect it. I'm all out of wondfos so thinking about going to the dollar tree and bringing it back to pee to see if the line of there now midday. 

I I mean I go for more blood tomorrow but TOMORROW IS REALL FAR. 

WorkingOnMyNightCheese

Some advice, from another POAS addict. 

1. If you need more wondfos, Amazon Prime free shipping girl! It saves my life. 
2. If your HCG is low, it doesn't matter as much as the doubling time this early. The numbers can vary widely.
3. Check out https://www.betabase.info/  As an example, they have that the lowest recorded HCG at 12DPO was 3, and the highest was 361. That's a crazy range.
4. If POAS brings you comfort, I say do it. But if it makes more stress for you, don't.

Good luck!

PerraSucia

@WorkingOnMyNightCheese  I need to know toooodddaaaayyyyyy.  

My RE office said they like to see above 100 at 9dp5dt and to be cautiously optimistic it's okay. 

Cautiously optimistic is not how you fucking explain anyone going through fertility shit. 

WorkingOnMyNightCheese

PerraSucia said:

@WorkingOnMyNightCheese  I need to know toooodddaaaayyyyyy.  

My RE office said they like to see above 100 at 9dp5dt and to be cautiously optimistic it's okay. 

Cautiously optimistic is not how you fucking explain anyone going through fertility shit. 

What was your HCG when drawn, and when was it?

Xstatic3333

PerraSucia said:

@WorkingOnMyNightCheese  I need to know toooodddaaaayyyyyy.  

My RE office said they like to see above 100 at 9dp5dt and to be cautiously optimistic it's okay. 

Cautiously optimistic is not how you fucking explain anyone going through fertility shit. 

I'm sorry for your uncertainty

I found that for me, POAS repeatedly was a fast train to crazy town. I was analyzing shade to time of day differentials like nobody's business. I am a firm
believer, however, that if it makes you feel better you should do it!

Whats your next step with your OB?

blush64

While I would say to try and realx and think of something else I would in no way be able to do that. I would run out and buy several tests and take them. (but not all at once) There is a pretty big range of what can be normal and hopefully when you go back you get a good number.

Good luck with your beta tomorrow.
Edit Sorry, I am not good at comvincing you to stop peeing on the sticks, I can't even stop myself. I just try to limit it.

PerraSucia

@WorkingOnMyNightCheese yesterday was 9dp5dt and it was 35

Xstatic3333 I go back tomorrow morning to check to see if my numbers increased. So it's just sort of a waiting game 

Vastra

This is another "whoa, I'm not the only one?" thing. After I got my BFP on a CBD, I couldn't stop peeing on Wondfos to make sure the line was getting darker. It was. And now I'm in Work City until tomorrow night, so I'm cut off from my supply. But going in for a beta tomorrow, so Science can tell me I'm doubling instead of my own crazy brain. 

Xstatic3333

PerraSucia said:

@WorkingOnMyNightCheese yesterday was 9dp5dt and it was 35

@Xstatic3333 I go back tomorrow morning to check to see if my numbers increased. So it's just sort of a waiting game 

Gotcha. FX for good news!

PerraSucia

This was like an hour after peeing and chugging water midday. I think I'm doing okay 

PerraSucia

omg this was so huge from my phone.. it was a positive test.

I will give you the visual.. it was a dollar tree science project where you have to pee in a cup, then take a dropper and put pee on the test all while pretending to poop at work. 

PerraSucia

Being classy at work. Peed all over myself

rissa06

I understand that one.  I peed on 8 pg tests until I got my first beta.  My second beta is being drawn on Tuesday.  I am super nervous.  I told the doctor how am I going to wait until then.  

Good luck!

sunshine2417