Thank you, friends for your welcome in my post, "Sadly Joining You" I have changed my user name. Because joining under that one was just stupid. I made this one that won't remind me that I don't have a December baby coming in 2016.
Thank you for welcoming me. I am so anxious to try again. The thought of having another d&c is terrifying. Also I'm not registered with NILMDTS, but my partner and I do all of the loss images for our hospital, and being a part of those has my heart aching. It's such an honor to be able to do that, but so hard as well. I just finished one from yesterday and it sure puts my 11 week loss into perspective. My heart hurts for every one of those mothers.
But I want my baby. I look at my girls and they being me so much joy. I just want to experience a newborn one more time. Ella is 10, Anna just turned 4. It goes by so quickly.
My hubby is ready too. He held a friends new baby the other day and I could see him just looking at her, he seemed so comfortable. My body is still bleeding heavily from the d&c, my first one only bled for 3 or 4 days. So this is much different. But I ordered some pressed and I hope as soon as the doc clears me, we can start trying again.
How long did you all wait?