My husband and I were lucky enough to to get pregnant in November (my first, his second) and unfortunately had a MC with a D&C in January. I knew I wanted to try again but I decided to wait until the 3rd cycle so I was ready. I'm ovulating this week and we have started trying, but this wave of emotions just hit me out of the blue and I started crying.
Am I ready? What if it happens again? I feel like trying again just replaces our little angel that we didn't get to have. Although I was only 9 weeks, it was very real to me. I had the sonogram and I had been writing the baby letters every week.
How do you try again and get yourself "all in?" I don't know if I can get myself excited again because the fear of it happening again hangs over me.