Hey mom's! I just had my 3rd DS via c-section (first c-section) a week ago. He was only 25 weeks old. He was only 1lb 11oz and of course he is in the NICU. He'll be there until July which was when he was due. My other two were full term. This is all new for me. I know it's the best place for him to be, but it's always a little emotional for me when I visit him. I feel like I can't be a mother to him fully because I'm not with him 24/7. I feel guilty leaving him in the hospital which may sound silly being that he is completely safe there. On top of that I'm having serious marital issues, so I don't have support from my husband. Please tell me it gets easier. Lo is doing really well for the fact that he was born really early to be on the bright side. I need some advice on how to cope?