I know this board is not as active, but I wanted to see how everyone was doing. I am 1 month and a week since my loss and I have noticed more good days than bad days. I had my doctors appointment and I am now physically cleared and I am starting first period since my loss (oh joy!). My Doctor and I both believe that trying to conceive again would not be good and most likely have the same outcome. Maybe we will adopt. Maybe we can find a baby out there that needs love!
It also seems like the universe is messing with me all the time by throwing subtle hints of my loss at me. There are babies everywhere and little girl stuff. Sometimes I am having a really good day and then something flips in my head and I get super angry that I am not still pregnant.
We are all strong women!!! We will move forward and get past this loss with only the memories of our Angels!!!
I do appreciate having this group to write to. Its nice to be able to vent to women who understand 100% of what I am feeling. My Step-Mom never had or wanted to have children of her own so she is insensitive to what I am going through right now. My Mom who passed 19 years ago would understand because she had been there several times. This makes me miss her more than ever!!
Ladies, I wish you all peace!! Have a nice weekend!