This past week has been terrible. I found out I was pregnant on 3/20. We were very excited and we had been talking about having our second child for awhile. Well on 3/27, just one week later, I started bleeding. Went to the ER and they did an ultrasound and blood work and said they couldn't see a baby or sac or anything. I was 5 weeks at that point. My HCG was 2150 which they said was low. So they sent me home and told me to come in on Wednesday to do blood work again. On Monday I started feeling way worse so I went back to the ER and they said they could see a gestational sac and yolk sac but my HCG was only 2182. They said if it was a miscarriage, there was nothing they could do anyway. So I waited until Wednesday and my blood work showed that my HCG was 2600. The doctor did an ultrasound and said that there was nothing in my uterus, only blood and clots. So he told me he thought my HCG had risen and was now starting to fall. So I went back on Thursday for more blood work and this time my HCG was 3200. So they do a formal ultrasound and found a bunch of new bleeding in my pelvis. They were extremely concerned about ectopic pregnancy so they rushed me in to do a D&C and possibly remove one of my tubes. Well they didn't have to take any tubes and the D&C was successful because as of this morning my HCG was 740. They told me that I have a lot of scarring and adhesions on my uterus, possibly from my c section with my daughter.
Anyway, all this to say, I'm relieved that I'm okay, but really freaking sad about losing the baby. I don't know what I feel or how I'm supposed to feel I just feel lost and aimless. I just thought I would come share my story and hopefully it would help.