My midwife called this morning with my HCG result from yesterday, which she added after ***TMI*** a few days of worsening brown spotting. It's hovering around the same level it was 4 days prior, and she is expecting a MC in the coming days. I am not the type to disappear from the community without a word, as much as I want to right now. I am just so so sad; so sad to share this news with you all and so sad to leave. Thank you all for the support and community you showed me during my very brief stay here. My best to you all.
me . early 30's | h . mid 30's | < 3 . 2013
ntnp #2 . summer 2018
*siggy warning*
ttc#1 . jul 2015
mmc . mar 2016 | 6w2d
dx PCOS (non-IR) / subclinical hypothyroidism . summer 2016
tx metformin, levothyroxine, LP progesterone, femara + trigger + ti . fall/winter 2016 BFP! . jan 2017 DD . oct 2017
I hate hearing this @virginiaham Thinking of you...
Me: 31 | H: 32
Married September 2014
TTC #1 December 2014 RE appt 12/2015 CD3 labs normal | HSG 1/8/16 clear | H's SA excellent Dx: Unexplained Infertility February 2016, cycle 16 - cycle #1 with Letrozole 5mg + TI | Progesterone=20.6 BFP 2/24/16 - EDD 11/7/16 It's a girl! Isla Quinn born 10/29/16 at 38w5d via C/S -------- TFAS March 2018 RE consultation 8/2/18 Suprise! BFP 8/8/18 natural cycle | EDD 4/19/19 It's a girl! Afton Noelle born 4/10/19 at 38w5d via natural VBAC
@virginiaham You're going through what has to be one of the most difficult things in life. So sorry. Please take care of you and take time to grieve your loss.
Our Journey: DS born 05/14 Losses 06/15, 09/15, 02/16
@virginiaham I am so, so sorry to hear this. It's so hard to be so excited and have all your hopes go away in one moment. Make sure to do whatever you need to mourn and heal. The miscarriage/pregnancy loss and TTCAL boards helped me get through some of my darkest times. There's an amazing group of women over there. I hope you find the support you need to get through this. *hugs*
Me: 29, DH: 29 Married 9/27/14 TTC #1 since 8/15/15 BFP: 1/2/16, EDD 9/13/16 - MMC 2/10/16 BFP: 3/17, EDD 11/23/16 November 2016 April Siggy Challenge - April Showers
Re: ***TW*** letting the tears come
- BFP: 3/10/16 — Baby Girl born 11/20/16
TTC#2 April 2019Married: September 2012
Began TTC: September 2015
BFP #1: 10/12/16, EDD: 06/23/15,
(pPROM, 16 wks + emergency D&E 12/31/15)
BFP #2: 03/09/16, EDD: 11/16/16
Me: 39 DH: 40
Married: 12/6/2014
BFP#2: 10/28/15 MC: 11/24/15
BFP#3: 3/20/16 MC: 4/26/16
BFP#4: 7/15/16 DD: 3/18/17
BFP#5: 5/1/18 EDD: 1/12/19
Gavin - 8/27/10
*TW*
Gabriel - 2nd tri loss 5/17/16 Trisomy 18 & 21
Hope - 2nd tri loss 12/7/16 complications from pneumonia
IUI #1 Feb 2012= DS1 born 11/2012
Unmedicated BFP (first post-weaning cycle)=DS2 born 9/2014
Unmedicated BFP (first post-weaning cycle again)= EDD 11/2016
RE appt 12/2015
CD3 labs normal | HSG 1/8/16 clear | H's SA excellent
Dx: Unexplained Infertility
February 2016, cycle 16 - cycle #1 with Letrozole 5mg + TI | Progesterone=20.6
BFP 2/24/16 - EDD 11/7/16
It's a girl!
Isla Quinn born 10/29/16 at 38w5d via C/S
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TFAS March 2018
RE consultation 8/2/18
Suprise! BFP 8/8/18 natural cycle | EDD 4/19/19
It's a girl!
Afton Noelle born 4/10/19 at 38w5d via natural VBAC
Our Journey:
DS born 05/14
Losses 06/15, 09/15, 02/16
Married 9/27/14
TTC #1 since 8/15/15
BFP: 1/2/16, EDD 9/13/16 - MMC 2/10/16
BFP: 3/17, EDD 11/23/16
November 2016 April Siggy Challenge - April Showers
Sending you lots of strength and warmth to get through this tough period.
Be kind to yourself.
xoxo
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TTC #2: April 2018 ~~ BFP: May 2018 ~~ EDD: January 2019
MC#1 : April 15 | MC#2 : Aug 15 | MC#3 : Jan 16 | MC#4 : April 16
Awesome Kid #2: Due November 2016!
DD: 8/20/14; DS: 11/13/16; DD: 5/3/19; DD: 8/31/21; Baby #5 (team green) due 3/24/24