@nwegman7878 Just caught up on all the crazy threads and I will echo others' opinions in that you're awesome and I didn't think you crossed the lines at all. You're pretty much my favorite on this board (shhh...don't tell the others!)
@beary67 TB is being sketchy today at work, and every time it doesn't load I'm thinking "Oh no! I.T. knows and blocked it." So far I'm still here though. Boo to your work for blocking gmail.
My WTF - DH is being a TW. Maybe this should have been on TW Tuesday but...oh well. I don't have any exact proof that he's being a TW...but it's CD2 for me so that's good enough reasoning for me today. Also, I'm hangry and I still have 25 min until lunch. I'm walking around to different offices like...
Married 07.21.07 DS#1 01.23.09 DS#2 08.01.11 TTC#3 08.31.15 Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17 Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17 Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 01.10.19 Left tube removed dx: Endometriosis, Adenomyosis BC: February-October 2019 TTA: November-December 2019 NTNP: January 2020!
linzrunz Thanks. I think I'm just over the whole trying to be nice thing. I'll leave that to @NamelessAria because she's so much better at it than me. Now every time I see one of those drive by posts I'm just like...
Also, food is my life. DH was too tired to meal prep last night so he packed me a ton of little stuff like a double deck lunchmeat sandwich, leftover Easter polish sausage, and cheese sticks. If I didn't eat lunch, I'd be a crazy lady right now.
So I already added a WTF, but I am calling takebacks and changing it. A coworker literally just told me: Stop being a brat. I don't other more important thing to do than deal with you." Uh. WTF, dude. You called me for help. All I did was tell you I had to finish what I was doing before I could help because I was in the middle of a multi-million dollar order. That's not something you want to screw up. He's one of those that have problems with women. SMH. I haven't been called a brat since middle school. HA!
TTC #1 since September 2014 Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI
(count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low
progesterone Check out my Infertility blog Check out my Infertility Instagram
Loss History (TW):
BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015 BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015 BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015 BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018 BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
TTC History (TW):
3 losses in 2015 Met with OBGYN in January 2016 Me: all clear, H: OAT November 2016: HSG = All
Clear!
January 2017: H tested again, High DNA fragmentation and stainability
February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt
#1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17 December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC) Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA) FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018 May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus" FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019 Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two! Lost Baby A 02 July 2018 Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018 Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel.
Next Up:
TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. ER#2 ~Jan 2019
My WTF has to echo PPs with all the drive-bys. I'll admit, when I first saw the responses to these posts my first month bumping I was like, what's the big deal? Now that there's been so many as to make the board almost unenjoyable to use, I log on every day like and I totally get it. Also, I've browsed other boards and even though people can literally post whatever they want, the lack of organization alone would seem to make it impossible to actually get any help or offer any either.
WTF body, no temp drop My last two cycles I had one on CD 14, followed by slow rise...wahhhhh *temper tantrum* Also, my fertile cm is gone, I guess my body decided to say...
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TTC #1 - December 2015 Me:31 H:31 DX: MFI - 1% Morph 12/16 -IVF #1 - Antagonist Protocol w/ Lupron trigger ER - 11 retrieved- 9 mature - 7 fertilized - 3 sent for PGS on day 5 - No normals (1 XXX Embryo - may use in future) 3/17 - IVF #2 - Antagonist Protocol w/ HCG trigger ER- 13 retrieved - 11 mature - 8 fertilized - 2 sent for PGS on day 5 -2 Normal FET #1 - 5/16/17 - BFP! - Beta #1 5/25 - 156 - Beta #2 5/30 - 2562 - Beta #3 6/1 - 5191!
My WTF today is WTF car?! I actually finally worked up the nerve to schedule an acupuncture appointment and I was all excited. I go out to my car to leave and.... it won't start. It was perfectly fine earlier. I didn't leave any lights on or anything. There is absolutely no reason for it to be doing this. DH is out of town for another couple of days so I can't even have him jump it for me. I have no friends or family nearby. And I really needed to go to the grocery store. I'm totally out of wet cat food so cat is going to have to tough it for a couple of days on dry food. Ugh!
ETA: I was trying to find a good gif to represent how done with today I am. So I'm searching "done with today gif" and I swear I just saw one of the most disturbing things I have ever seen. Google image search, in it's infinite wisdom, gave me a gif of a man f***ing a bloody corpse. I can't even make this up. I'm sure it's probably just some porn star with fake blood and such pretending to be dead BUT STILL
Me: 28 Husband: 31 TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016 Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
@NamelessAria I kinda want to google that now, just to see... but #1, EW, #2, NSFW... haha.
TTC #1 since September 2014 Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI
(count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low
progesterone Check out my Infertility blog Check out my Infertility Instagram
Loss History (TW):
BFP: 3 May 2015, loss confirmed 4 June 2015 BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015 BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015 BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018 BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
TTC History (TW):
3 losses in 2015 Met with OBGYN in January 2016 Me: all clear, H: OAT November 2016: HSG = All
Clear!
January 2017: H tested again, High DNA fragmentation and stainability
February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt
#1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17 December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC) Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA) FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018 May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus" FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo. BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019 Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two! Lost Baby A 02 July 2018 Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018 Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel.
Next Up:
TTC Naturally, possibly IUIs for remainder of 2018. ER#2 ~Jan 2019
@NamelessAria I booked my first acupuncture appointment today too! My first appt is in a couple weeks. I can't wait to get started! I'm sorry the rest of your day sucked though and EW to your google search results. THIS is why I can't google anything in front of my fourth graders, UGH!
Me: 28 DH: 28
TTC #1 since Nov. 2015 Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
IVF Cycle #2 March 2017 - 5R·4M·3F - Transferred 1 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
@NamelessAria & @PennStateCait - awesome that you booked your acupuncture appts! I booked my first appt this week as well so I'm very excited to see how it goes for all of us. I have to admit, I'm not sure how I feel about taking random supplements. Have you guys thought about that?
My WTF is someone who posted something so random on a Facebook group for cloth diapering that I am in. She said that she took a HPT a couple months ago and it was negative. She found this old HPT test when she was cleaning her bathroom and saw a line. She was like does this mean I'm pregnant? I had to restrain myself from posting something ignorant. The stupid is real.
@megzb510 Yeah, I did think about that. I think I'll go all in and see how it goes. A supplement did eff with my cycle this month though, so I am definitely wary of it.
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Me: 28 DH: 28
TTC #1 since Nov. 2015 Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
IVF Cycle #2 March 2017 - 5R·4M·3F - Transferred 1 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
@nwegman7878 Another vote that you were awesome with the other thread.
@PennStateCait What supplement messed up your cycle? I started some new vitamins and this cycle has been weird, but that just could be because bodies are weird.
I have three WTFs: 1) Why, mouth, are you so much trouble? I've just started flossing more often and now today my mouth tastes like blood. Ew. WTF mouth? I suppose the new iron supplement doesn't help that fact.
2) I do not understand how people can call our office, and be total jerks to people they haven't met and who are trying to help them. Why? What makes that acceptable? WTF people?
3) WTF with the air conditioner at work, why is it so cold that I need mittens?
DD born PPROM preemie at 36 weeks on 10/1/17 after over a year TI, then 3 failed IUIs, and finally a successful IVF FET.
Due with #2 5/2/19 after HIO once in my FW, because apparently that's how life works now. Team Blue!
@PennStateCait What supplement messed up your cycle? I started some new vitamins and this cycle has been weird, but that just could be because bodies are weird.
@mrsdee15I ovulated later than usual by 3 or 4 days which unbeknownst to me is a sometimes side effect of evening primrose oil.
Me: 28 DH: 28
TTC #1 since Nov. 2015 Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
IVF Cycle #2 March 2017 - 5R·4M·3F - Transferred 1 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
@PennStateCait What supplement messed up your cycle? I started some new vitamins and this cycle has been weird, but that just could be because bodies are weird.
@mrsdee15I ovulated later than usual by 3 or 4 days which unbeknownst to me is a sometimes side effect of evening primrose oil.
Oh, thanks! Good to know, that was on my potential "to try" list.
DD born PPROM preemie at 36 weeks on 10/1/17 after over a year TI, then 3 failed IUIs, and finally a successful IVF FET.
Due with #2 5/2/19 after HIO once in my FW, because apparently that's how life works now. Team Blue!
@PennStateCait What supplement messed up your cycle? I started some new vitamins and this cycle has been weird, but that just could be because bodies are weird.
@mrsdee15I ovulated later than usual by 3 or 4 days which unbeknownst to me is a sometimes side effect of evening primrose oil.
Oh, thanks! Good to know, that was on my potential "to try" list.
For the record I think the EPO really helped with my cm, so go for it as long is you're okay with an O delay.
Me: 28 DH: 28
TTC #1 since Nov. 2015 Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
IVF Cycle #2 March 2017 - 5R·4M·3F - Transferred 1 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
my WTF is myself, I lost my shit at DH last night, he asked me why I was mad, within 10 seconds I had gone from being an insane crazy lady, to sobbing to laughing about why I was crying.
I know it's hormonal, but jeez body, can I have a break!? Just for a day I want to feel like me again!!
Also body get your shit together, AF finished yesterday, but my CP is all wrong, CF isn't matching up either, this whole month is just going to have me tearing my hair out I can feel it now! Guess it's a good thing we decided to TTA this month...
eta for extra WTF
Me - 22 | DH - 32 | Married - 24 May 2014 DS - January 2014
TTC#2 - December 2015
BFP - 6 March 2016 | MC Confirmed - 21 March 2016 TTCAL | April 2016 CP | June 2016 CP | July 2016
WTF to caseworkers in my agency. Why work in a social work profession when you couldn't give two sh*ts about your clients? I usually try to keep my language PG on the boards, but I was the epitome of this today:
So late tonight I'm just jumping in.. this may have been wtf'ed already today but.. did we ever figure out what "borked" means? wtf
@LoulieFace To have borked something is to have messed it up. I think it's origin is from l33t speak as a joking typo from "broke", and it's had a slow burn beyond that in different circles. You know how kids are these days with their internets and kanyes.
Re: WTF Wednesday
Previously nweg...7878
@nwegman7878 Just caught up on all the crazy threads and I will echo others' opinions in that you're awesome and I didn't think you crossed the lines at all. You're pretty much my favorite on this board (shhh...don't tell the others!)
@beary67 TB is being sketchy today at work, and every time it doesn't load I'm thinking "Oh no! I.T. knows and blocked it." So far I'm still here though. Boo to your work for blocking gmail.
My WTF - DH is being a TW. Maybe this should have been on TW Tuesday but...oh well. I don't have any exact proof that he's being a TW...but it's CD2 for me so that's good enough reasoning for me today. Also, I'm hangry and I still have 25 min until lunch. I'm walking around to different offices like...
Married 07.21.07
DS#1 01.23.09
DS#2 08.01.11
TTC#3 08.31.15
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 05.16.17
Hysteroscopy 10.04.17 10.05.17
Laparoscopy/Hysteroscopy/HSG 01.10.19
Left tube removed
dx: Endometriosis, Adenomyosis
BC: February-October 2019
TTA: November-December 2019
NTNP: January 2020!
Also, food is my life. DH was too tired to meal prep last night so he packed me a ton of little stuff like a double deck lunchmeat sandwich, leftover Easter polish sausage, and cheese sticks. If I didn't eat lunch, I'd be a crazy lady right now.
Previously nweg...7878
You called me for help. All I did was tell you I had to finish what I was doing before I could help because I was in the middle of a multi-million dollar order. That's not something you want to screw up.
He's one of those that have problems with women.
SMH.
I haven't been called a brat since middle school. HA!
Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
Check out my Infertility blog
Check out my Infertility Instagram
BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
Met with OBGYN in January 2016
Me: all clear, H: OAT
November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
January 2017: H tested again, High DNA fragmentation and stainability
February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo.
BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two!
Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel.
ER#2 ~Jan 2019
Previously nweg...7878
*edit spelling
Me:31 H:31
DX: MFI - 1% Morph
12/16 -IVF #1 - Antagonist Protocol w/ Lupron trigger
ER - 11 retrieved- 9 mature - 7 fertilized - 3 sent for PGS on day 5 - No normals (1 XXX Embryo - may use in future)
3/17 - IVF #2 - Antagonist Protocol w/ HCG trigger
ER- 13 retrieved - 11 mature - 8 fertilized - 2 sent for PGS on day 5 -2 Normal
FET #1 - 5/16/17 - BFP! - Beta #1 5/25 - 156 - Beta #2 5/30 - 2562 - Beta #3 6/1 - 5191!
ETA: I was trying to find a good gif to represent how done with today I am. So I'm searching "done with today gif" and I swear I just saw one of the most disturbing things I have ever seen. Google image search, in it's infinite wisdom, gave me a gif of a man f***ing a bloody corpse. I can't even make this up. I'm sure it's probably just some porn star with fake blood and such pretending to be dead BUT STILL
TTC#1: January 2015- September 2016
Infertility, Recurrent Pregnancy Loss
Rainbow baby born June 6, 2017 ❤️
Baby #2 due June 12, 2018
Diagnoses: RPL, Endometriosis, MFI (count, morph, DNI, DNAS, multiple bilateral subclinical varicoceles), low progesterone
Check out my Infertility blog
Check out my Infertility Instagram
BFP: 15 August 2015, loss confirmed 23 August 2015
BFP: 16 November 2015, loss confirmed 22 November 2015
BFP: 18 July 2016, loss confirmed same day
BFP: 04 March 2018, loss confirmed 23 March 2018
BFP: 12 June 2018, TWINS; D&C 06 July 2018
Met with OBGYN in January 2016
Me: all clear, H: OAT
November 2016: HSG = All Clear!
January 2017: H tested again, High DNA fragmentation and stainability
February 2017: Clomid + TI + Progesterone = BFN
March 2017: Clomid + HCG + IUI + Progesterone = SA/wash: zero count on attempt #1, <1,000 on attempt #2= BFN
Varicocele Embolization- 5 May 17
December 2017 SA: Zero improvement after embolization
January IVF- 25 retrieved, 11 mature, 8 fertilized, 3 frozen day fives (3AA, 3AA, 3AA), 1 frozen day 6 (5BB), 1 frozen day 7 (3CC)
Three PGS normal (3AA, 3AA, 5BB), one inconclusive (3AA)
FET #1: 27 February 2018, 3AA & 5BB, one stuck! BFP 04 March 2018.... Loss confirmed 23 March 2018
May 2018: SHG/SIS = all clear "beautiful uterus"
FET #2: 04 June 2018, 3AA PGS normal embryo, 3AA PGS hatching inconclusive embryo.
BFP: 12 June 2018, EDD 20 February 2019
Ultrasound, 25 June 2018: There are two!
Lost Baby A 02 July 2018
Baby B not growing, D&C 06 July 2018
Laparoscopy, hysteroscopy, chromotubation: 23 July 2018: blocked right tube, heavily inflamed, covered in endo. Removed right tube. Removed more endo from uterus, tubes, ovaries. Endo remains on bladder and bowel.
ER#2 ~Jan 2019
I'm sorry the rest of your day sucked though and EW to your google search results. THIS is why I can't google anything in front of my fourth graders, UGH!
Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL
IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
My WTF is someone who posted something so random on a Facebook group for cloth diapering that I am in. She said that she took a HPT a couple months ago and it was negative. She found this old HPT test when she was cleaning her bathroom and saw a line. She was like does this mean I'm pregnant? I had to restrain myself from posting something ignorant. The stupid is real.
DS: 5 years old
TTC #2 since August 2015
July 2016: Testing cycle with 100 mg Clomid = BFN
August 2016: 50 mg Clomid + IUI = BFN
October 2016: IVF#1 - 13 retrieved / 12 mature / 9 fertilized / 2 blasts
November 2016: FET#1 = chemical
January 2017: FET#2 = chemical
March 2017: IVF#2 - 18 retrieved / 18 mature / 16 fertilized / 5 blasts
May 24, 2017: FET#4 - BFP! - Beta #1 151 - Beta #2 503 - Due date 2/9/18
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Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL
IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
@PennStateCait What supplement messed up your cycle? I started some new vitamins and this cycle has been weird, but that just could be because bodies are weird.
I have three WTFs:
1) Why, mouth, are you so much trouble? I've just started flossing more often and now today my mouth tastes like blood. Ew. WTF mouth? I suppose the new iron supplement doesn't help that fact.
2) I do not understand how people can call our office, and be total jerks to people they haven't met and who are trying to help them. Why? What makes that acceptable? WTF people?
3) WTF with the air conditioner at work, why is it so cold that I need mittens?
then 3 failed IUIs, and finally a successful IVF FET.
Due with #2 5/2/19 after HIO once in my FW,
because apparently that's how life works now. Team Blue!
ETA:
Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL
IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
then 3 failed IUIs, and finally a successful IVF FET.
Due with #2 5/2/19 after HIO once in my FW,
because apparently that's how life works now. Team Blue!
Dx: Both tubes blocked, PCOS, DOR, RPL
IVF Cycle #1 Dec. 2016 - 11R·11M·5F - Transferred 2 - BFP - Miscarriage - 0 Embryos Left
I know it's hormonal, but jeez body, can I have a break!? Just for a day I want to feel like me again!!
Also body get your shit together, AF finished yesterday, but my CP is all wrong, CF isn't matching up either, this whole month is just going to have me tearing my hair out I can feel it now! Guess it's a good thing we decided to TTA this month...
eta for extra WTF
DS - January 2014
TTCAL | April 2016
CP | June 2016
CP | July 2016
Me: 31 | Husband: 32
Married: September 2014!
TTC #1: January 2016 BFP 5/16/16 Quinn Born 1/27/17
WTF to caseworkers in my agency. Why work in a social work profession when you couldn't give two sh*ts about your clients? I usually try to keep my language PG on the boards, but I was the epitome of this today:
Edit: correcting could to couldn't
To have borked something is to have messed it up. I think it's origin is from l33t speak as a joking typo from "broke", and it's had a slow burn beyond that in different circles. You know how kids are these days with their internets and kanyes.
Me: 28 & Partner: 32 | Married 2014
BFP 7/29 EDD 4/11