Since the working mamas board is super slow these days, I figured I’d try to get some advice here. I apologize in advance for the rambling.
A little back story on me. I have a degree in public relations with experience working in social media marketing, event planning etc. I ended up going back to school for nursing before I got pregnant but never finished (long story there, but I plan to go back after I have children and they’re all school aged.) Anyway, once school ended, I couldn’t find anything in my field, so I jumped into a receptionist job just to have SOMETHING. I planned to keep my feelers out for something in PR, then got pregnant shortly after. I should’ve kept looking but I have had a very tough pregnancy (morning sickness almost the whole time, GD, and other issues that make me high risk). I didn’t want to start a job and have to miss all kinds of work then have to ask for maternity leave on top of that. Anyway, the pay here SUCKS. My husband fortunately takes on all of the bills and my money is just extra, but I plan to pay for child care and necessities for the baby so it doesn’t all fall back on him. After daycare, I’ll have very little left over. I have made triple this pay in PR type jobs in the past, so I know they are out there. I also want to feel proud of myself again and accomplished, and I just don’t feel that here.
One of the biggest issues is the coworker I share an office with, but that would be a novel in itself. I know you all know how hard it is being hormonal, uncomfortable, in pain and just done, and her negativity and attitude toward me and everyone else leaves me so down every single day. My boss also “cannot believe I have so many doctor’s appointments, nobody else goes to the doctor that much when they are pregnant,”..etc. That alone has me about done. Every time I tell her about my next appointment she gets mad, rolls her eyes and shakes her head.
The moral of this whole story is, I want to quit my job. I planned to job search during my maternity leave, but here’s the other issue. We don’t get a traditional maternity leave here, you have to use sick time and vacation. Since I’ve only been here right at a year, I had about 2 weeks of that saved up. Now, I’m having to do NST’s every week and having to use a half day of vacation each time. This means I will have no paid time leave left once baby is here. I would still get a paycheck, but I’d have to pay it all back as I got it (don’t ask me why they just don’t pay you!)
I have about 6 weeks left till my due date but I’m most likely going to get induced. Here’s where I need advice. Do I just give my notice 2 weeks before my due date (my husband’s suggestion), or would you just stay till you have the baby and quit during “maternity leave”? Either way, I plan to do seriously job searching while on leave, and don’t want to come back here. I feel like it would be nicer of me to do it before so they could look for someone and not waste time waiting for me to come back. I feel like if I do that, though, she will make me work up until I’m practically crowning at my desk to let me start my leave. If I do choose to go that route and stay till maternity leave, what are the rules about when that starts?
What have others done? Told your boss “I’m working till X day” or had a doctor’s note or what? I’m just not sure I’ll last here till my due date!
Re: Quitting my job advice (long)
Some people choose to start maternity leave right when the baby is born to have the most time with LO. However, if you are not planning on going back to work and can swing it financially, it might be better for you to just give your two weeks and start hard core job searching for something more in your preferred field. Your boss sounds like a peach (sarcastic smirk) and could make your life difficult, but if you are giving notice, she really can't do anything about that. Also, if you do feel like you are being discriminated against based on being pregnant (which it honestly sounds like may be happening), see if you can have a meeting with HR at your company. It is no joke when employers start messing with pregnant employees and I think that some of your boss's comments are not appropriate and bordering on discrimination.
You don't seem to need to work right now anyway- I would quit. However, not before stopping by HR. Your boss is discriminating against you. She can't roll her eyes and comment on your appointments. I would definitely complain because there is no reason someone, especially an authority figure at your place of employment should act like that.
I would definitely say something to HR. I am not even high risk, and I feel like I have so many appointments! My sister says it's not as even enjoyable as it used to be cause they are always testing for something or checking something else out! You don't need to made to feel guilty for taking care of yourself and baby!
I also second what has been said about reporting your boss to HR. Make a list of specific comments (as opposed to just generalized statements about her seeming irritated) and meet with an HR rep after you give your notice. There is a difference between a bad boss with poor people management skills and a boss who is acting in a discriminatory manner in the workplace. She needs to be told this is unacceptable for the sake of her future employees.
I want to fly down to wherever you are and have words with this woman. It makes me seethe that she's abusing her position of power to belittle a pregnant employee.
You also have the rare opportunity (because this is not your desired industry) to be completely honest when you do your exit interview. Burn those bridges!
Heck, how sweet would it be to just up and quit (no two weeks' notice, even!) and tell HR it's because of the hostile working environment! And then your boss and coworker will have to deal with the consequences of their behavior... If they're shaming you for using your earned PTO to take care of yourself and your child, they deserve whatever they get. Maybe that's just me being petty.
I would plan to give two-weeks before when your OB wants to induce, and if you don't go that route you'll just have an extra few weeks off. Even though you don't want to return to that office I don't think it's best to burn your bridges by just quitting while you're on leave. Personally I don't like giving people any single thing that would be unprofessional they could use against me.
ETA: apparently I have become the Queen of Run-Ons and Parentheses. I'm not even going to try to figure out how to rephrase that sentence for the umpteenth time, but will try to do better in future posts. :P
The best part of that situation with my old boss? According to some of the coworkers from the job I was talking about in my post (I've remained good friends with most of them and am actually hoping to go back someday), my old boss was freaking out with the workload within a few weeks after I left. She occasionally had to pull people from other departments to cover it, and the person she eventually hired to replace me apparently had to be let go after a few months because she couldn't handle it, either. Aside from the fact that the job I had left that place for was the exact kind of job she had told me I would never be able to do, it was the best revenge ever. I lived off of that feeling for months.
BFP 1: 9/15/2013 | DD 5/23/2014
BFP 2: 9/15/2015 | EDD 5/26/2016
I have been feeling terrible the past few days and go in for my first non stress test today. I plan to talk to my doctor and let her know my plans. I feel like she will encourage me to take a break from the stress too, since I am financially able to.
These people are super nosy and will ask me 400 questions once they realize I've put my notice in, so I'm going to have to decide how much info I feel like sharing. I'd love to stay generic but let's face it, I work in a very small office that's made up predominately of women. Keeping things quiet and private ain't happenin'. I don't want to use pregnancy as an excuse, because I believe in Karma and I don't want something to go a lot worse than it already has..But I do plan to tell my boss something along the lines of "With how frequently my appointments are becoming, I can't put in full time hours anymore. It's becoming too much, etc.." with my notice. I'm just afraid she tries to talk me out of it or get me to back pedal and stay longer than I'm wanting to.
Married: Oct 20, 2013
BFP 1: Aug 31, 2015
EDD 1: May 12, 2016
DD1 Emma born May 12, 2016
An Honest Account of New Motherhood (with Postpartum Anxiety, Depression, and OCD)
BFP 2: October 07, 2019
EDD 2: June 20, 2020