Hi ladies, it doesn't look like this board is very active but I'm hoping that some of you are still lurking around. My second son was stillborn at 39 weeks on 10/15/15 - ironically enough infant loss and stillborn awareness day. Every day since then has been a struggle but I am pushing through for my 6yo son and my husband. I don't know where I would be without them and therapy. As the days go by it has gotten easier to cope - instead of crying 24/7 i can usually contain it to before and after work. Raymond was a miracle that I prayed for for a long time. He was conceived through ivf after my husband's battle with cancer left him sterile. Some days I still feel very lost and very lonely even though I am surrounded by friends. All of the moms that I have met that have endured a loss are amazing women - no one should ever have to go through this though.