Hey guys my name is Alisa. I'm 23 and I have been ttc for over a year with no luck. Now AF has never really been regular since I took BC when I was about 17 or 18 so that Could be the cause of my issues but I'm not 100% sure. Most of my friends have kids already and seeing as I was always a year behind in school all my friends are younger then me so it's very upsetting. Don't get me wrong my two very best friends have given me three beautiful God kids and one of them has pcos and has a third miracle on the way that she just found out about. Its not that I'm not happy for her or that I won't love the kid as much as I love the others but I'm just feeling a little resentful atm and idk how to express it without it coming out wrong. I feel like a bad friend for feeling the way I do but I can't help it and I don't have anyone I can really talk to aside from my DH. And he's supportive and positive but it's not the same as having a girl who understands to talk to. I have started taking Prenatals and everything to. Idk what else to do. Anyway I'm gonna stop rambling now just wanted to let, you guys know I was here. I look forward to speaking with y'all. And walking this journey with you.