while ttc I gave up my bikini waxes. I felt like my chemical pregnancy happened when I first started and couldn't get pregnant while doing them. well I got pregnant a couple months after stopping (not sure if it was related). I was then afraid if I did it all the blood would rush away from the baby so tonight was the first time since I hit 13 weeks.
Holy mother f-ER did it hurt. I was ready to say screw this and hop off the table. Omg I never wanted to cry so badly. And I can't even drown my sorrow in wine.