I feel guilty because I am really tired of being a SAHM. I know I should be thankful that I can stay with my baby and be a part of his life but it is so tiring and never ending work. I used to dream about staying home with kids but now I don't want to. I don't even want another child. Maybe it will be better when he is older, but I am so exhausted and tired of having a baby. Daycare is out of the question (too expensive and husband refuses) and we have no family to watch him either. I am a teacher and don't have a job right now so I would be a substitute if I worked which would cost us money (because of daycare) so it's financially better for me to stay at home. I do not have any hobbies; I didn't before the baby and would have no time anyway for them now. I feel extremely guilty feeling this way... I know I sound very selfish, but I just need to vent.