So, I decided to stay at home with my son after he was born - only working part time for my father who has his own accounting firm. It's nice because I am able to do my job from home - only going into the office once or twice a week and bringing LO. However, it's nearly impossible to get anything done during the day and I find Im going everything late nights and weekends. By the time DH comes home from work, I just want to relax and unwind but instead I'm logging on to work for a few hours. It's becoming too much and I'm getting resentful. Plus, I worked hard (and spend $$) on an advanced degree that I'd like to use. How bad is it that I've changed my mind?!! I obviously adore LO but I just want to work and do something for myself. Starting in February, LO will be going to daycare for 2-3 days. I'm getting heat from my in-laws b/c they think I'm doing it for selfish reasons (and in a way I am) because the current situation is working out financially and logistically. But mentally and physically it's not working out. Heck just now my husband asked if everything was ok (as he was leaving for work) and I just said I was tired and drained from the week. He said "well, you have the weekend off while I take care of Henry." I snapped and said "NO, I HAVE WORK TO DO!" This is my life. Please help me feel good about this decision that I am secretly excited about!!!