so I just had my beautiful baby girl Anaya. She's 5 months and I just found out I am pregnant again. I realized it was very irresponsible of me not to pay more attention to my birth control pill and this is where k stand now. My kids will be a year apart and I am freaking out. I have a aunt that lives 250 miles away I don't get to see often and only 4 close friends with lives of their own and pretty much made me feel selfish and guilty about keeping this new baby. I couldn't live with myself not having it even if it mean I must struggle with no help. Me and My boyfriend pretty much have only each other to watch the kids and it's a struggle just to work since some days we work the same days. I just need some guidance and support since the friends I have seem not to support my decision.