I know this probably isn't the right place to put this, but I just really need to vent. My husband came home this morning from work and tole me he was laid off. The company he was working for has been "cutting back" for about a month now so he already started searching for a new job. I had an appointment for next week to go over my blood work I had done last week to see why I still haven't had a period or ovulated since my d&c almost 9 weeks ago. I feel like nothing has been going right to allow us to become parents and I'm so frustrated right now. I know we're all in the same boat with wanting to become a parent, but without insurance right now I won't be able to start any treatments if I need them. I already called and canceled my appointment so I don't get charged in case I were to forget to cancel it and I asked if I could have my results from my blood work and she said they can't give them over the phone. So now, not only are we stuck paying for part of the blood work, but I also can't find out my results without an appointment and I can't afford another appointment because we already have a few medical bills from my previous pregnancy and how high our student loans are. I'm starting to feel like we're not even meant to be parents since nothing has worked out this far. I know my situation could be much worse, and I'm sorry for anyone what has had to deal with more. This past year has just been really rough on us between losing my dad, losing a baby, me trying to study for my boards..I'm just more than ready to have something happy and positive in my life and right now I feel like we're stuck between a rock and a hard place.