My husband and I lost our first pregnancy today at 8 weeks. We somewhat expected it because we had a possibly abnormal ultrasound 3 weeks ago, but it was devastating news. On top of the loss, the 3 weeks of waiting to find out was agonizing. I'm having so many feelings today, but the one that I'm having the most trouble with is envy. 2 different facebook friends had beautiful healthy girls today around the same time that I was finding out about my lost baby. I'm so happy for the that their babies are healthy, but I can't even look at social media right now. It was hard for me to see all of the healthy pregnant women in the hospital this morning, too. Has anyone else felt like this?
Me: 29, DH: 31
Married: October 2014
Began TTC: April 2015
BFP #1: 9/18/15. EDD 5/18/16. MC 10/26/15. (9w)
BFP #2: 2/27/16. EDD 11/7/16. MC/D&E 4/20/16 (11w)
BFP #3: 9/22/16. EDD 5/29/17. DS born 4/24/17
BFP #4: 5/20/18. EDD 1/23/19.