I got the results of my blood work last night and the dr sent me a message saying things look great. She had me go for hCG testing Wednesday and Friday because I had a MC at 5 weeks the beginning of June. I also found out at 12 weeks I had a mmc on Halloween last year after seeing the heartbeat and things looking great at 8 weeks.
My numbers seem good, 466 at 15 dpo and 974 at 17 dpo but it's so hard to be positive and happy. I've told a couple people at work because I couldn't do something I normally do as part of my job and they are saying "oh, I'm sure things will be great!" but I know from experience that isn't always realistic. I guess I'm here just looking for other people who understand that a positive test is good news but it's also scary and fills you with anxiety and fear at getting let down all over again.