I'll start. I watched a video of a sweet boy with cerebral palsy finish a triathlon. He was determine to run the end without his walker and kept falling and getting right back up. Cue all the tears.
Last pregnancy took me much longer. I was a few months in and saw a documentary of humpback whales being tagged. It looked so painful, bawled. I think it's faster this time because I'm already broken from the last time.
Last time we were watching north woods law on animal planet and in the episode 2 baby moose were orphaned when their mom was poached. And they were having a hard time finding a rescue for them and they were going to have to put them down. I was crying and yelling at the tv that they were only babies and didn't deserve to die. DH put an end to me watching those shows after that. The good news was at the last second they found a rehab
I started all out sobbing last night because DH started talking about daycare options and I thought it was too early to talk about it. All out ugly crying. Part of me says it's way too soon to have anything hormone wise, but another part of me was happy that he just looked at the dog who I was cuddled up with and said "it's gonna be 9 months of this hormonal nonsense. Brace yourself".
I started all out sobbing last night because DH started talking about daycare options and I thought it was too early to talk about it. All out ugly crying. Part of me says it's way too soon to have anything hormone wise, but another part of me was happy that he just looked at the dog who I was cuddled up with and said "it's gonna be 9 months of this hormonal nonsense. Brace yourself".
Definitely not too soon. It's the same hormones making you feel tired, nauseas, crampy, etc. Fun times, isn't it? Only gets worse, and then there's postpartum. I'm not an overly emotional person, but I legitimately spent like 2 weeks straight after DD was born crying about EVERYTHING
I wanted to stay home from work today and DH thought I should save my sick days in case I start to feel much worse. Then he made a sad face at me to get me to laugh but I just wanted to punch him and then cry.
I haven't full on cried yet, but I did get teary talking to DH about carrying his child and when the folks at the medical center were frustrating me with the run around for my confirmation urinalysis.
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I'm de-blotchifying my face right now because I had the bright idea to watch Deep Impact on Netflix. Um...pro tip: probably best to avoid large-scale disaster movies when your hormones are all over the place. THE BAAAAABIES!!!!! Ugh, the scene where Leelee Sobieski's family gave her the baby and made her go with Elijah Wood...and the scene where the lady from ER was sitting with her toddler in the playroom because she wanted her little girl to be someplace she loved when the comet hit. Thankfully, Tea Leoni rescued them and all...okay, I need to stop talking about it. Deep breath. Must look like a normal person in the preschool pickup line today.
Watched "The Fault in Our Stars Last Night" and cried ... mind you, I've already seen this movie and read this book so it's not like I didn't know what was coming.
Because I found this awesome recipe for blueberry muffins (with carrot hidden in them!) but then wanted to vomit when I smelled them baking. My 3 year old told me she thinks I need a nap.
Want a really weird one?! I totally teared up the other night when I saw a woman walking her husky with a mini dog flashlight attached to his color...because it's...its....just so sweet. {{eye roll}} lol!! :o3
Because I am sleep deprived. The more weeks into this pregnancy I get, the more I start to realize that I am not a special snowflake who gets to skip all the first trimester funsies. I wasn't emotional at all last week, just really happy, calm and excited. Now all of a sudden I have these mood swings that came out of nowhere for no reason, or for a totally ridiculous reason.
Poor H. Bless his heart though. He shut all my alarms off yesterday morning and let me sleep until the latest time possible before I had to get up for work, instead of getting up early with him like I normally do.
Long story short, I was craving chicken tetrazzini. My DH (who is out of town for work) arranged for it to be delivered to our house. It never got delivered, I burst into tears. Big, huge, crocodile tears. So much so that my sweet dog tried giving me kisses to cheer me up.
The lady at steak and shake made me repeat my order 3 times.
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I watched last week's episode of Dancing with the Stars, and Bindi Irwin dedicated her dance to her dad. I started bawling because the crocodile hunter died. (And yes, this happened almost 10 years ago.) DH came home and was so confused as to what I was crying about.
My dog is trying to snuggle up with me while I am attempting to work on something (based on my posts today, clearly not much work is getting done....) and his big beagle ears keep falling on the touchpad and clicking things. Apparently this is worthy of tears today...
I saw pictures a friend posted on FB of them with their children including the two they miscarried at the ages they would have been as shadows. It was very sweet and very sad.
The guy in front of me at Tim's got the last hash brown this morning. They offered me a donut, but I'm currently having an aversion to sweet things (SO weird for me). I got back to my car and had to hold back the tears.
1. Watching the Columbus Day Parade in NYC 2. When my husband told me that's he's leaving to go to work 3. When I saw a DJ beat booping or whatever he was doing in front of Dunkin Donuts.
I just read about a high school football player who died last week of kidney cancer. His dying wish was to go through the tunnel into the football stadium with his teammates one more time so they carries his casket through the tunnel to the end zone. Literally sobbing now.
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I cried this morning watching video highlights of the Blue Jays winning their ALDS. But, I'm pretty sure I would've cried even if I wasn't pregnant.
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Poor H. Bless his heart though. He shut all my alarms off yesterday morning and let me sleep until the latest time possible before I had to get up for work, instead of getting up early with him like I normally do.
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BFP #2 08/24/16 EDD 05/08/17
Lucy 07-13-11
Violet 03-13-14
Conceived #3 since September 2015
11-25-15 twelve week loss
07-21-16 ten week loss
10-03-16 5 week loss
TTC again soon!
Yet I understand
Again.
2. When my husband told me that's he's leaving to go to work
3. When I saw a DJ beat booping or whatever he was doing in front of Dunkin Donuts.
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