me 30; DH 35
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
Re: TTCAL check-in 9/21
2. Month 11 TTCAL. Not positive of cycle #, probably 12. Currently in my TWW and plan on testing on the 28th at 12 dpo if AF hasn't shown up by then.
3. Just how badly I want to be a mother. When we went off BCPS, it was because we felt like if we waited until we felt 100% ready, we'd never start TTC! When we got the BFP, we were scared but also excited. I went from feeling unsure if we were ready to being positive we were. The loss has been so difficult to grapple with over the last year, as the EDD, mother's and father's days, and the anniversary of my loss all came up. I am comforted by reminding myself that we became parents the day we got our BFP, and we will grow our family at some point, in some way.
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
2. Atm we are preventing because I had to get a rubella vaccine because I had no immunity. We are going to try not this cycle but the next.
3. That I can get through this all and I don't have time to put up with other people's bullshit.
Little boy due July 31st 2016
This is our third cycle ttc. I am currently wto, the Dr suggested we take a month off but I'm a facts girl and there's really no reason to wait (besides for dating purposes) so I'm going to trust than when my body is ready I will ovulate and hopefully get pregnant.
Something I've learned about myself is that is possible to feel very empty after only being pregnant for such a short time. I feel like somethings missing. Everyday and situation brings up different feelings and emotions
TTCAL has taught me that I'm stronger than I ever knew. It has brought me and DH closer. And also, it's ok to be emotional.
We waited 1 cycle and started trying. We are on our second cycle trying and on the TWW, will test on Sunday.
I learned that you get curve balls thrown at you and that you can learn from them and keep the positive experiences. It is unbelievable how much impact that little person had on me, I will never be the same.
BFP1 04/24/2015 EDD Dec 2015 MMC 10W5d;
BFP 2 09/25/2015 EDD June 2016 MMC 9wks;
BFP 3 03/22/2016 EDD Dec 6th 2016
2. Our current status is that I am still waiting for AF to return. We have been NTNP since the beginning of August as our doctor said it was fine to stop using protection at that time even if AF hadn't returned. I saw doctor this week and if AF doesn't arrive in next 2 weeks and no BFP he will prescribe progesterone pills to hopefully give me a kickstart.
3. Similar to @AL_TwinCities, my loss and the journey since my loss has confirmed just how badly I want to be a mother. I always knew in theory I wanted children but didn't feel it in the same way I saw other women around me feeling it, so I questioned myself a lot about the decision to have kids. I had friends who told me we shouldn't try until I'm 100% sure, but if I'd listened to that advice I may have never started trying and may have deprived myself of this thing I now want so badly. I think that has been another lesson, not to compare my journey and my feelings to others. We are all different and there is no one right way to feel and no one right approach to this TTC journey.
TTC since May 2014.
Aug 2014 BFP, EDD April 22, 2015. Low progesterone, started suppositories. Loss at 5w6d.
Nov 19, 2015 BFP at 13 dpo, EDD July 29, 2016. MMC discovered 12/29 (9+4). Natural miscarriage 1/16 (12+1).
AMH results 0.42, 1.2; FSH 12.1, AFC 10, dx DOR.
RPL testing results normal. Nurse recommended progesterone suppositories in TWW.
Clomid + trigger + TI cycle August 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Femara + trigger + TI cycle December 2016 - failed. Thin lining.
Short LP (8 days).
Acupuncture & Chinese herbs starting January 2017, lengthened LP to 10 days
Summer 2016 LFAF awards:
Winter 2016/2017 LFAF awards:
2. We are on month 4/cycle 3. Well as soon as AF shows it will be cycle 4. We are cycling with the RE this cycle and will be doing Femara + Ovidrel + TI. I am so confused right now though. I have been spotting for 5 days and still haven't started my period. This has never happened before, EVER. And I just want to start so we can begin this cycle!
3. GTKY: what has your TTCAL journey taught you about yourself? Losing Macy taught me that I am a lot stronger than I thought I was. And she taught me how lucky we are to have two perfectly healthy children. I thank God for them everyday. I have always been grateful for my children but losing a baby makes it even more clear how lucky we are.
Me (32) Dx PCOS, DH (32) SA = Normal/mild morph issues
TTC#5 July 2017 - 3rd cycle TTC = BFP on 11/12/17 at 9dpo Beta #1 = 96 at 13dpo - Beta #2 = 207 at 15dpo
3 rounds of Clomid + TI and 3 rounds of 7.5 mg Femara + IUI before our BFP on 11/8/10 at 12dpiui
TTC #2 3rd cycle of Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 4 follies = BFP on 10/12/12
TTC#3 July 2014 - Metformin +TI = BFP at 9dpo - Twins, one baby lost at 5.5 weeks
Macy Annabelle born at 37w4d on 4/29/15. Diagnosed with Cri du Chat and passed away on 6/6/15. Forever in our hearts.
TTC#4 3rd cycle of Metformin + Femara 7.5mg+Ovidrel+TI = 3 follies = BFP on 12/24/16
My chart is confusing this cycle. FF says I ovulated on Thursday and gave me a coverline much lower than ever before. I've yet to have a temp above my usual coverline, so I'm not entirely convinced I ovulated. I had a peak opk on Thursday, but my temps are definitely not normal and keep going up and down. If I did ovulate Thursday, our timing was -4 because DH has health issues and isn't feeling up to TTC right now. It is a horrible feeling to miss my fertile window following my second loss.
TTCAL has taught me empathy. Not just for others who have miscarried, but for people in general. Instead of just feeling bad for someone, I feel their pain. It's weird.
BFP 2/19/15 • MMC found at 9 wks • D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
BFP 8/29/15 • CP (age 37)
TTC#2 since May 2017
BFP 10/18/17 • MMC found at 8 wks • Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
BFP 2/16/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 4/13/18 • CP (age 39)
BFP 5/07/18 • MMC found at 10.5 wks • D&E at 11.5 wks • Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
BFP 9/24/18 • CP (age 40)
2. Status (Months/Cycles TTCAL and WTO or TWW, benched or currently going through a loss) Currently going through a loss. Bleeding stopped over the weekend at about a week past m/c. I go in again tomorrow to get my blood tested. We went in a week ago and I still had hcg in there but was dropping. I think tomorrow I'll be almost to 0 and hopefully will start AF not too terribly long after so we can start trying again. Although we aren't planning on trying to prevent now either but we haven't done anything since m/c. I'm still emotionally getting it together.
3. GTKY: what has your TTCAL journey taught you about yourself? It's taught me that I can do hard things. And we can do hard things together. When I started bleeding I told my DH that I didn't think I was strong enough to go through this. It's still tough but getting better. I am scared to death to be pregnant again and have it happen again but trying desperately to stay positive and look toward to future with bright hopes.
2. I'm on my second cycle, I guess, waiting to recover from the d&c. My pregnancy symptoms have leveled off and my temps have dropped. I'm waiting for a pattern to emerge in my cycle so I can identify ovulation & wait for menstruation again.
3. I always get mad when people treat pregnant women like they're sooo special just for being able to reproduce. But when I was pregnant, I felt SO special and important. It was just amazing. I was really looking forward to all the attention, too. I really miss that feeling. Luckily, my husband has been wonderful and has been treating me like I'm still special and important.
2. We started trying again in July so this is month 3 cycle 2. Currently I am charting and using opk but not temping yet... Maybe next month
3. I've learned through my journey that I am stronger than I ever thought possible. Ive learned that I have an incredible and supportive husband who will always be there for me. And I've learned how incredibly compassionate I can be to others who go through this. My empathy has gone through the roof!
2. We started trying the second week after my miscarriage since doc said if would be fine. My cycles have been long in my opinion I had a 48 day. Then a 40 day cycle. I'm currently on cd 39 and have had negative tests so just waiting for the monthly to show. I was temping but was making it hard for me to sleep and working overnight I had very rocky chart so I stopped so I'm not sure how much longer I have to wait.
3. That I really want a second child. I'm strong for getting thru this and all the announcements I've had to deal with since the miscarriage.
Hi, I’m Samantha, My husband and I have been married for 3 years now and are from Wisconsin. We went through 4 miscarriages and 2 D&C’s before we were blessed with our now 18 month old. This is our first month TTC again and it terrifies me to think we could go through all those losses again before we are blessed with another baby. I’m currently in our TTW and I had forgotten just how stressful these 2 weeks are. I know I shouldn’t test until AF is due on October 1st but I know I won’t have the will power to wait that long
We prevented until my first AF, then for a few months were NTNP. The biggest barrier to conception during those months was that I had a lack of interest in all things, including my husband. I started therapy six weeks ago, and its helping. We are now TTC, and will start charting with my next cycle, if need be. I'm on CD15, so I'm considering this my TWW. I will test October 6th; it's the birthday of my friend's rainbow baby, and hoping it's lucky for me.
I'm not sure what my journey has taught me about myself, but I have learned a lot about others. Family and friends that have kept their struggles with infertility and miscarriage quiet for years (for 60+ years in several cases) have shared their experiences with me.
RE Dx-Unexplained IF: 06/2015
BFP #3: 03/11/16 - CP
BFP #4: 04/09/16 - DD born 12/2016
2. I'm currently on CD20 (2DPO) of my first cycle after my D&C in July. I am currently benched but still charting my cycle. After my second loss my OB started testing for Reccurent pregnancy loss. The first round of testing showed that I have a septate uterus and could have PCOS. I'm still waiting on the second round of testing to evaluate me for PCOS. Thankfully the tests for thyroid and clotting disorders are mostly normal. My OB has referred me out to an RE and my appointment is November 12. I'm not really interested in trying again until the septum is taken care of and DH is traveling A LOT for school anyway so it's kind of a moot point until March.
3. I'm not sure what this has taught me about myself. I'm feeling pretty over whelmed with being referred out to an RE so I'm not really capable of too much deep reflection lol.
BFP1 12/24/14 - EDD 09/07/15 (D/C 8w1d)
BFP2 6/12/15 - EDD 2/22/16 (D/C 10w3d)
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Diagnoses and Treatments
PCOS (myo-inositol, excercize)
Indeterminant levels of APS IgM antibodies (baby aspirin)
Sub-septate uterus (hysteroscopic septoplasty 12/18/15)
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BFP3 05/02/16 EDD 01/09/17 DS born 01/05/17
BFP4 01/28/19 EDD 10/?/19 🤞🙏
Hubs: 31
Married: 05/04/2013
BFP#2: D&C 3/7/15
Chart Stalk:
Since I'm still going through a loss we'll need to wait until AF shows up again before TTC. Hopefully that will be sooner than later!!
Our loss has taught me that it's ok to reach out for help and to lean on someone else. I didn't meet DH until I was 31 and I was very set in my independent ways. This experience has shown me there's no shame in completely breaking down and allowing someone else to catch me.
2. Ttc. Starting our first cycle of Ivf since our loss.
3. I've learned that I am stronger that I ever thought possible and that I have the most amazing friends and family.
2. I had a tubal reversal in march and had a bfp on Mother's Day. I was hit in the stomach by one of my behavior students and had a mc on June 4th. Although we're not 100% sure if that was the cause. We've been ttc again since July. I'm fairly certain I'm pregnant now, even though I'm only 9 dpo.