My WTF goes out to a high school classmate of my husband that we ran into while on a walk last night. Backstory: my husband is 13 years older than me, but most people wouldn't know that as he has a baby face. DH is always a bit insecure about starting a family later in life, but hey, that's just the way fate worked it all out.
ANYWAY, this fucking guy said hello to my husband, looked at the stroller with DS in it and says "holy shit you have a baby?? Do you have any idea how old you are??" Cue DH's face dropping. I felt so bad
My WTFs all go to me today. I'm so, so, so emotional today about things that shouldn't be making me this emotional. It's really annoying knowing in my head that I'm being irrational but being incapable of stopping the waterworks and anger.
My WTFs all go to me today. I'm so, so, so emotional today about things that shouldn't be making me this emotional. It's really annoying knowing in my head that I'm being irrational but being incapable of stopping the waterworks and anger.
Me too. An email from a co-worker almost made me cry today. Then I snapped at a girl on my team over something that would not typically bother me. Its ok my friend Salad...let it all out!
WTF to my body today. Of all symptoms to get... Hemorrhoids? Really? Sitting at my desk right now is so uncomfortable.
And DH. Ugh. Stop asking if I have a feeling one way or the other on the sex of our child. I get you're excited, but the only feeling I have right now is having to pee constantly and I couldn't care about the sex one way or the other.
My WTFs all go to me today. I'm so, so, so emotional today about things that shouldn't be making me this emotional. It's really annoying knowing in my head that I'm being irrational but being incapable of stopping the waterworks and anger.
The absolute worst part of pregnancy hormones is when you are 100% aware that you're being irrational but there's just nothing you can do to stop it!
I'm so mad at a couple of my friends right now. I think maybe I'm being irrational but I just don't care. So I probably won't even see one of my good friends before she moves 4 hours away.. I hate that, but I don't see myself getting over it by tomorrow.
My WTFs all go to me today. I'm so, so, so emotional today about things that shouldn't be making me this emotional. It's really annoying knowing in my head that I'm being irrational but being incapable of stopping the waterworks and anger.
Me too. An email from a co-worker almost made me cry today. Then I snapped at a girl on my team over something that would not typically bother me. Its ok my friend Salad...let it all out!
I also cried today... Although it was about something that does make me sad--I live on the other side of the country than my sisters and parents. We don't talk as much as I'd like due to the time difference and of course don't see each other as much as I'd like. But I got all weepy about it this a.m. talking to mom during the drive to work. I mean, this is not a new thing and I suddenly was very emotional about it! (
WTF to my classroom's lack of air conditioning or windows that can open. Its over 90 in here for at least the fifth work day in a row and my second fan just stopped working. Kids probably thought I was crazy b/c while they were doing their warm-up, I'm taking apart a fan to see if I can fix it. I can't b/c a part snapped. *&^% $10 box fans. (
We went to parent orientation for the toddler program DS is in and there was no a/c. It's a thousand degrees in NYC this week and no one knows yet, so I was just the really sweaty lady. I'm sure that will totally help me make mom friends.
WTF to my stomach that doesn't know how it wants to feel. I haven't thrown up AT ALL but my stomach is so uneasy I wish I had! I think I am going to turn into a piece of bread.... or the baby might be born with a strange toast and jelly addiction.
My WTF goes out to a high school classmate of my husband that we ran into while on a walk last night. Backstory: my husband is 13 years older than me, but most people wouldn't know that as he has a baby face. DH is always a bit insecure about starting a family later in life, but hey, that's just the way fate worked it all out.
ANYWAY, this fucking guy said hello to my husband, looked at the stroller with DS in it and says "holy shit you have a baby?? Do you have any idea how old you are??" Cue DH's face dropping. I felt so bad
Woke up and took the girls for the first Speech Pathology
appointment this morning.Only it was
supposed to be their hearing tests today.I called the Audiology clinic told them what happened and asked if they
could still be seen today.They said
yes, so I drove all the way across town to get to that clinic only to find out
that well, they can’t been seen today as we were no-shows yesterday.WTF…no WTF!!!
Race back across town to get them to day care before their
room goes for morning excursion.They
left early and there was no one to look after the girls so we had to chase
after them at some random park.
Arrive 2 hours late for work and no one has had a hearing
test OR speech pathology.
4 hours all in from waking them up to dropping them off and
NOTHING got done.
ugh
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Breast Cancer diagnosis 12/01/2010 - Survivor and Cancer free as of 03/22/2011 BFP#1 04/12/2011 - fetal demise - MC 05/28/2011
BFP#2 10/14/2011 - fetal demise - MC 12/13/2011
BFP#3 05/30/2012 - fetal demise - MC 07/23/2012
IVF#1 02/14/2013 - 2 Beautiful Blasts transferred
BFP#4 02/25/2013 - BFP - MC and ectopic 03/06/2013 IFV#2 07/02/2013 -BFP#5 - 07/07/2013 1st Beta 07/11/2013 - 483 (9dp5dt) - 2nd Beta 07/13/2013 1006 (11dp5dt)
1st U/S 07/31/2013 - TWINS! "The Minions"
IVF#3 BFP#6 09/01/2015 6dp5dt 1st Beta 09/05/2015 - 105 - 2nd Beta 09/08/2015 335 1st U/S 09/22/2015 - .......
WTF to smells! MY nose is ridiculous these days! We have maintenance guys working on our A/C at my office building. They are in the way and apparently don't shower!! I'm not talking about they just need a little DO I mean they reek!!!! Help me I feel like chunking! Also a lady in the office brought some Hummus for lunch wacala!!
Wtf to insomnia and being so exhausted. I've worked six 10 hour shifts straight and I am so tired. Plus I have a DD that hates to sleep at night. I just want some sleep ( (
Yesterday I thought I was going to punch a hole through the wall and shove my husband off of our balcony I was so angry and frustrated over the damn dishes
WTF to my DH....he has been SO snappy and on edge, and down right grumpy since we moved (its his busy season at work....I get it) but 'M OVER IT. He went on a big huge rant last night because the house wasn't picked up when he got home from work - we have a nanny that should have done it - he wasn't mad at me but I still got the rant. I stopped talking to him, cleaned the WHOLE house in silence then went right to bed....still haven't started talking to him yet except for extreme cases. I'm being a child about it by not talking to him but I'm pregnant and super sick of his bad attitude. ((((phew, that felt good)))) Probably time for a date night.....
WTF to my downstairs air conditioner being broke. Also, finding out my employer is unhappy with me and wanting me to step it up. Let's just say I carry the health insurance and thought I may be fired yesterday.
WTF to legit passing out at my desk today. Seriously, one second I was compiling handouts for a staff inservice on Epipens and the next I am jerking myself awake minutes before the staff meeting that I insisted I needed to be first on the agenda for since I needed to get home to my sick son and husband. I was the picture of professionalism with my bed head and post nap glazed stare.
Re: WTF Wednesday
ANYWAY, this fucking guy said hello to my husband, looked at the stroller with DS in it and says "holy shit you have a baby?? Do you have any idea how old you are??" Cue DH's face dropping. I felt so bad
So WTF, random dbag. He's 45, not 95.
Married: Oct 20, 2013
BFP 1: Aug 31, 2015
EDD 1: May 12, 2016
DD1 Emma born May 12, 2016
An Honest Account of New Motherhood (with Postpartum Anxiety, Depression, and OCD)
BFP 2: October 07, 2019
EDD 2: June 20, 2020
And DH. Ugh. Stop asking if I have a feeling one way or the other on the sex of our child. I get you're excited, but the only feeling I have right now is having to pee constantly and I couldn't care about the sex one way or the other.
TTC#2: BFP: 8-23-15 MMC: 10-29-15
DD 2: 9-15-16
DD 3: 9-16-17
I'm so mad at a couple of my friends right now. I think maybe I'm being irrational but I just don't care. So I probably won't even see one of my good friends before she moves 4 hours away.. I hate that, but I don't see myself getting over it by tomorrow.
DS: Born 5-17-16
Married: Oct 20, 2013
BFP 1: Aug 31, 2015
EDD 1: May 12, 2016
DD1 Emma born May 12, 2016
An Honest Account of New Motherhood (with Postpartum Anxiety, Depression, and OCD)
BFP 2: October 07, 2019
EDD 2: June 20, 2020
Woke up and took the girls for the first Speech Pathology appointment this morning. Only it was supposed to be their hearing tests today. I called the Audiology clinic told them what happened and asked if they could still be seen today. They said yes, so I drove all the way across town to get to that clinic only to find out that well, they can’t been seen today as we were no-shows yesterday. WTF…no WTF!!!
Race back across town to get them to day care before their room goes for morning excursion. They left early and there was no one to look after the girls so we had to chase after them at some random park.
Arrive 2 hours late for work and no one has had a hearing test OR speech pathology.
4 hours all in from waking them up to dropping them off and NOTHING got done.
ugh____________________________
Breast Cancer diagnosis 12/01/2010 - Survivor and Cancer free as of 03/22/2011
BFP#1 04/12/2011 - fetal demise - MC 05/28/2011
BFP#2 10/14/2011 - fetal demise - MC 12/13/2011
BFP#3 05/30/2012 - fetal demise - MC 07/23/2012
IVF#1 02/14/2013 - 2 Beautiful Blasts transferred
BFP#4 02/25/2013 - BFP - MC and ectopic 03/06/2013
IFV#2 07/02/2013 -BFP#5 - 07/07/2013
1st Beta 07/11/2013 - 483 (9dp5dt) - 2nd Beta 07/13/2013 1006 (11dp5dt)
1st U/S 07/31/2013 - TWINS! "The Minions"
IVF#3 BFP#6 09/01/2015 6dp5dt
1st Beta 09/05/2015 - 105 - 2nd Beta 09/08/2015 335
1st U/S 09/22/2015 - .......