Trying So Hard Not To (Vent/Rant)

nerdymama15

I'm trying so hard not to get my hopes up.  This more of a venting session really.  Ever since I had the mc back in February, my pre AF symptoms have changed.  My pre AF symptoms since the MC are pretty much the same as pregnancy symptoms.  Sore boobs, nauseated, fatigue, teeth hurt, food cravings, etc.    Prior to the MC it would be bloating and horrible cramps.  i still get cramps, but usually the day AF shows up.    So I've been learning to ignore those particular symptoms.  Then this week during the TWW, I have to add to the list super duper moody (like I'm super bitch and super weepy earlier than normal), funky taste in my mouth - as in everything tastes different and it is driving me nuts.   And then today, I accidentally got a piece of raw onion in my banana pudding and ate it not knowing.  I thought it tasted good so I added raw onions to my serving of banana pudding.  This was at a restaurant and my hubby was looking at me like I was "cray cray".   (Not so crazy about the after taste).  So here my body is throwing me for a loop yet again.  I'm trying so hard not to symptom spot.  I told myself that this month I was not going to symptom spot.  And then here my body adds some more confusion to the mess.  I'm not asking anyone to tell me if those symptoms mean I'm preg or not.  I know it is symptom spotting.  I'm just venting about how much I hate my body right now.  Ugh!!!!!! 

If you read all that, thanks for listening.  This wasn't really a question.  I just needed to vent to a community that understands all this stuff vs my hubby that doesn't really care to hear about this stuff at the moment.

melaniehow

I'm sorry girl. It sucks so bad. I totally understand where you are at. I've been through two cycles since my mc and each cycle I have sworn I was pregnant again because of all the symptoms that I never had with my periods before. It sucks. And it sucks even more to know you're actually not pregnant but your body is playing tricks on you. T&P for a BFP soon though! GL!

msuzannah

Oh boy do I understand this feeling! I had my MC back in April and every cycle since then I've been positive I was pregnant just to get a bfn. Now that we are actually trying again it's so much worse!! I hope you get your bfp soon so you don't have to play the stupid waiting and wondering game!

LauraSmarterSpam

If you think your symptoms could be pregnancy related, take a test. Good luck!