Miscarriage at 8 weeks

bnava5662

I missed carried last Thursday 8/272015 (It was a planned pregnancy) and had a d and c. I feel empty like apart of me was taken. I feel numb and so hurt. I have a 4yr old and she was so excited it was hard to explain to her that baby moved to a better place. People say it not really a baby because it was a blighted ovum no fetus but I feel different.it was my baby. I spoke to the baby on my way home, sang songs, prayed, read stories with the baby big sister . I hate this feeling, I wanna cry, crawl in a hole. I need help any advise. Prayer or something