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I guess the progesterone CAN be that bad... (Beta was a BFN)

emsmama15emsmama15 member
in TTC after 35
I'm so heartbroken right now. I need some time to regroup so if I don't comment on your posts in the next couple days, I'm still here, thinking about you all and cheering for you...  Thanks everyone for the well wishes.  
*** Child & current pregnancy mentioned ***
Me - 41 (PCOS), Hubby - 43 (healthy)
7/2013 - Sweet baby girl born (Clomid + TI)
3/2014 - TTC #2, return to RE 7/2014
12/2015: IVF #1 transferred two great looking embryos - BFP!
First ultrasound: TWO beautiful little heartbeats!!
Harmony: negative; level 2: babies look great and are boy/girl! :) 
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Re: I guess the progesterone CAN be that bad... (Beta was a BFN)

  • lyssaroonylyssaroony member
    My heart is hurting for you @emsmama15. I am praying for you and hope you get the time and comfort you need. <3
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  • thistle8677thistle8677 member
    @emsmama15 I am so very sorry :(:(:(
    Lilypie Pregnancy tickers
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  • happyktmomhappyktmom member
    F-ing sucks. Sorry, but it does. Just know we are here and feel your disappointment. Sending you hugs and understanding.
    **child mentioned**
    Me(38)PCOS/Hypothyroid   DH(43)Low T/ED
    MMC at 10 weeks 03/2011 DD born 01/2012   TTC #2 since 04/2014
    BFP 8/26/2016


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  • Whiggrrl65Whiggrrl65 member
    So very sorry to read this. My thoughts are with you.
      • TTC #1 since August 2014
      • currently on 5th medicated IUI cycle
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  • jilligan14jilligan14 member
    Oh no!!! Why oh why oh why must this happen?!?!?! I don't understand. I'm so sorry for your pain and frustration. Take some time to comfort yourself and know that we are here for you when you need us.
    ME: 36 (PCOS), DH: excellent SA
    NTNP since 11/12, actively trying since 8/14
    m/c @ 7w (4/22/14), m/c @ 6w (11/19/14)
    11/15: Letrozole, Ovidrel, TI = BFP!!!
    Beta #1(14dpo)=349, Beta #2(18dpo)=2,805
    12/17/15: Got to see the heartbeat (105bpm)!
    1/25/16: NT scan = normal (HB=163bpm)
    EDD: 8/10/16 
    8/8/16: Baby boy born @ 12:25am, 8lbs, 20.5 inches
    5/18/17: BFP!!! (11dpo)
    Beta #1(12dpo)=176.4, Beta #2(15dpo)=607.1
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  • dolphin012dolphin012 member
    Ahhh @emsmama15 i am so sorry. Just sucks. Sending lots of thoughts and hugs your way.  
    Me (42) w/ partner for 16+ years
    TTC #1: 11/2012 - 9/2013; 6/2014 - present
    Follistim + TI (3x): All BFNs
    Follistim + IUI (1x): BFN 
    IVF #1: 17 retrieved,15 fertilized, Day 3: 15, Day 5/6: 3 biopsied
    Result; 1 frozen blast (inconclusive PGS results)
    IVF #2; ER: 6/22 16 retrieved, 6/25: 5 transferred (CP), 2 frozen
    FET 9/17: BFN
    Current FET -- Transferred 2 day-3 embryos - BFN

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  • TomerineTomerine member
    I am so very sad to read this. This whole thing makes no sense. I'm sorry @emsmama15 , but we're here rooting for you still- and grateful for all the support you've offered to all of us. Lots of hugs.
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  • BulgariHeartBulgariHeart member
    Oh ems I'm so incredibly sorry. Be good to yourself and know we're here for you. My gentlest thoughts are coming your way. Hugs.
    Anniversary
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  • Sporty1216Sporty1216 member
    I'm so sorry to hear this news. Praying for you and your family.
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  • KLake42KLake42 member
    I am so sorry to hear this.  Yes, the progesterone is going to make all the feelings extra hard, but those are legitimate feelings.  This sucks. 

    Take good care of yourself.  Take a walk and get some fresh air, and do something nice for you. 
    Me- 39 (turning 40 in April), TTC for the first time ever (since Jan 2015), low ovarian reserve
    Married 3/14/14 to my wonderful wife, but her sperm count is rather low
    TTC with frozen donor sperm and science

    7 IUIs, 7 BFNs.
    2 IVF attempts, both cancelled and converted to IUI, both BFNs.
    Decided that my tired old ovaries are ready to retire.
    Next step- reciprocal IVF, using my wife's eggs, my uterus!  
    fresh 5 day transfer (2 embryos) 4/17/17- BFP! 
    Identical twins "due" 1/2/17 (but anticipated arrival sometime December)

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  • carrieandrcarrieandr member
    Oh, I'm so sorry to hear it!  It hurts so much more when you feel certain of it.

    There's lots of Bump love here for you when you need it.  xo
    TTC#1 since Jan 2015
    BFP 2/19/15  •  MMC found at 9 wks  •  D&E at 11 wks (age 36)
    BFP 8/29/15      •  CP (age 37)
    BFP 11/18/15  •  DD born at 41 weeks <3(age 37/38)

    TTC#2 since May 2017
    BFP 10/18/17  •  MMC found at 8 wks  •  Misoprostal at 10.5 wks (age 39)
    BFP 2/16/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 4/13/18      •  CP (age 39)
    BFP 5/07/18  •  MMC found at 10.5 wks  •  D&E at 11.5 wks      •  Testing showed it was a girl with Trisomy 22. (age 39/40)
    9/5/18 Diagnosed with diminished ovarian reserve (4-5 follicles, one ovary had none and was very atrophied)
    RE says the low egg count is likely causing my recurrent pregnancy loss. Less eggs results in more aneuploidy.
    BFP 9/24/18  •      CP (age 40)
    BFP 5/11/19  •  Fraternal twins  •  MMC found at 10w5d (Baby A 6w, Baby B 10w)  •  Misoprostal at 11 weeks (age 41)













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  • thistle8677thistle8677 member
    >:D<
    You're doing some really amazing things for yourself, and I'm so sorry for the obstacles and the roller coaster. I love your resilience and I'm sending you lots of positive energy toward November. It will be here before you know it! Xoxo
    Hang in there @emsmama15 ;)
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  • MntnGirlMntnGirl member
    @emsmama15, I'm sorry. Glad you're feeling a tiny bit better. Not sure what the schedule will be, but we go in for first consult for IVF in Oct. It's been a year since our last consult, but if everything is okay, we might be on the same track as you.
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